"Time is running out for me. The things that I've been keeping hidden in the past, may haunt me at my final hour. I cannot let it loose my focus. The days of researching are over, the time to act is now. I know this man can help me. For the days of those worlds, and the innocent lives are at deaths door."

Uncover the mystery that plagued London's Epping Forest Orphanage for decades, discover the eerie secrets that lies behind Lake View Manor, and find yourself reaching to the outer limits beyond Earth. You play as Henry Miller, a novel writer who lost everything in life. He questions the very death of his loved one, and in turn, investigates the true reason behind her death. As you investigate the events that lead to this event, you will find yourself on a much grander quest that will take you to other "worlds".

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Though a series of unfortunate events, I have to put this project at a dead halt for awhile. There have been a series of unfortunate events that have been happening in the past 4 months. I do not want to say what it is, but lets just say I have found deep passionate love of something that I care about so deeply. So much so that it has caused serious conflict with my family.

I will refrain from saying what this love and passion is (and you can guess all you want), I wont say for its private. This love has caused serious conflict with my family, so much so they have ridiculed me for it. Causing physiological and emotional pain as a result. And right now it is at the breaking point in my life to where I am seriously not happy in my life.

And its not just this deep love I found that caused this physiological distress. Not going into too much detail, lets just say that certain beliefs in how life should be in my parents point of view, have clashed against mine. To the point where it has damaged the creative drive I once had, to have that inspiration to be creative in either this project, or creating music or art, is now almost gone.

The conflict of how I view life and persuasion to go after something you love, and the deep passionate love I found that brings me so much joy and happiness, have caused too much damage and pain for me. As I said before, I am not happy right now. I need to try and fix this before it gets worse. And that is by seeing a therapist now, and try and re-building that joy for me, because its obvious my own family, does not accept the same joy I see in life, and that hurts the most. All of this has been a slow build up over the past 4 months, its at the breaking point now.

Its unfortunate I have to put this project on halt, but there are more important life things that I need to address before I continue on in this project. I hope you all can understand. And I thank each and everyone of you for still sticking by my side.

I need your suggestions!

I need your suggestions!

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!!! WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS !!! I need your help guys! I have three choices of to which the story's drive will lead. !!! WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS !!!

The Hands Resist Him (Official Trailer)

The Hands Resist Him (Official Trailer)

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The official trailer for The Hands Resit Him. Its still on TBA per say, but I am aiming for a 2015 holiday release.

New PC is finally here!

New PC is finally here!

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So I finally have my new PC fully built and ready to go!

The deepness of sound of The Hands Resist Him.

The deepness of sound of The Hands Resist Him.

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Deep, complex, and emotional. The sound of The Hands Resit Him.

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Whore
Whore

I hope all things are well with you mate, hope to hear from you soon.

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boytim
boytim

Hey...I see the map is not released yet. I've been a Beta-tester for over a few years now and I love doing it...If you're interested in me testing your map and giving you a very detailed review in return send me a message :) On my profile there's also reviews about me if you're interested...:)

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90

My curtains are shut, my room is very dim, and the candles are glowing. Its time to write, its time to get close to finishing the story.

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blackdragon121
blackdragon121

hello. after long time no visit i decided to check on it again and things are still looking great and more amazing than ever *_* nice job.

but i have to ask it is been like 3 years now and this mod is more of a fully fledged complete game than a mod (and actually it is) so um any expected release date? also i would like to emphasis that amnesia TDD is 5 years old game now, I don't think alot of people are still looking for a mods to play on it unfortunately :/ therefore less people are most likely to pick up the game and try this mod despite it being very amazing :p .

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90

I am aiming for a December release (hopefully). And I can understand that the timing of this mod is very bad and I am alright with that. People who find interest in it will come by and play it, even if one person is amazed by the mod, then that makes me happy.

I will say though that allot of things that I wanted in the mod wont be featured. One being custom models to represent London, the time available to me to do that goal would take too long and too much of a learning curve.

And I know I should not mention real life stuff as it is not fully appropriate on here, but life for me is getting more complicated it seems as the weeks and months roll by. Lets just say that unfortunate family drama stuff happened, parents get mad, we argue, time to find my own place XD. So depending on what financial situation I am in the fall, this mod may or may not be released.

Lets get real here, the time I have spent at first on this mod was extremely high, to even avoiding school work just to do stuff. Then the line gradually goes down and down. I start to loose interest, and well its at a 30% out of 100% interest honestly. If I fail to finish the mod by the end of this year then I have failed myself and you guys.

I will say though that the story itself for the mod has evolved quite a bit. To basically being a Silent Hill rip off, to being something original.

Well all I can say is I hope I have enough energy to barley finish the mod. Im honestly just burned out by it. And I only made the trailer to pump me up and get back into the game, that did not last long.

If I cant reach my goal by December 31st, then I half to stop. Because at the end ill just be wasting my own time when I could be doing more important real life stuff honestly. I hope you can understand.

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blackdragon121
blackdragon121

it is fine to mention real life stuff, the mod maker is a human not a machine and you should not worry yourself about custom models or anything,amnesia was a game designed to provide the player with the experience of a horror game not some fancy shaders or 4k display and honestly the way you used vanilla textures to create some maps is amazing.

this mod is going great but you are pushing it hard at the mod and yourself, this is a mod and not a triple A title , there wont be a thousand people to complain about it "omg it uses vanilla textures or very old textures...etc and it is bad" it is amazing as it is and i see it would provide and amazing experience as it is

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90

Ultimately you are right. All this time I wanted to shoot big. For big visuals, epic story, epic music. But I know my own body and emotional state cant take that kind of pressure and work load in such a small amount of time.

I just have to learn to accept the fact that what I have so far is good enough honestly. I have wasted so much time in thinking and wishing for epic things when I know that I have not put in the effort to do so.

Its time to just accept reality. I'm sure this mod will be good enough for what it is. Im just going to stick with the story I have now and just roll with it. Weather this mod flops or is a big success, I will still be proud of what I have achieved. (Even though I am the biggest procrastinator ever when it come to doing stuff...) The regrets.

Its time to write.

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theristantejadharma
theristantejadharma

Lake View Manor,hmm... did you taking the name from skyrim ?

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90

No. This was my original idea as I was thinking of a name for the manor, as it does sit by a lake.

Ironically I was so exited for Skyrim at launch, that I only played it for maybe 20 hours and that's it. If there is a house named "Lake View Manor" from Skyrim, then it was from my unknowing.

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TheUnbeholden
TheUnbeholden

So its happening then!

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