I've always felt alone my whole life, for as long as I can remember. I don't know if I like if or if I am just used to it, but I do know this: Being lonely does things to you and feeling shit and bitter all the time just...eats away at you.

Image RSS Feed Latest Screens
ENB ENB ENB
Blog RSS Feed Report abuse Latest Blog: After a very long time

0 comments by RedFog on Oct 12th, 2014

With this post, I apologize every fan of my mods who has been waiting for a long time for updates, and...thank you everybody, for reading this.

You would surely notice that it has been a long time since I have gone away from internet(not only from moddb, from the whole internet). The reason is...funny; because my home changed to a place where I can only use an internet too slow to be unusable. I'm stupid, don't I?

Many years earlier, due to my parents, I was unable to go outside, except for school and some respective places, e.g., grandpa's home(the whole family go there), etc; the parents did NOT let me go out at all. So, as the one who have to use internet at home, I was completely unable to use internet when it became too slow. Yes, I know that it was my fault not to have tried other ways.

Now, I am at the age of 16(nearly). Moreover, I now really have to take mental medicines as my mind had really been sick. So, thanks to my disease, my parents let me go out(in fact, they let me do 75% of what I want to do). Oh! and don't ruin your day by thinking of me having such disease(mental diseases don't happen to every people). Be happy!

Now, I am at the internet shop, and, only for a while. I can't mod as I have insufficient modding supplies in my pc and lack of time as I have to spend most of my time for studying; this academic year is important for life. But now, I am at the last year of my academic year; I will be at the university next year. After the final exam goes away, I may be back for modding; I will try to be back.

So, you may think how the hell I will be back with that slow internet. Don't worry, I have a plan. My school will pay prizes in money for every distinction got in the final exam, 6 distinctions maximum. I will try my best to have 6 distinctions, get the money, buy the pc with very great specifications and link the fastest internet possible in my country at home(now, I use modem). Just my plan, bored?

I am just writing this because I just wanted all of you to know that I...well, have not completely left the modding yet. Also, in the past, about the depression case(my case), I...lied. I was not in depression. While writing those blogs, I was mostly...happy. Right now, what I know is that even if I have a depression, I should not tell it to everyone, as it may affect them(make them unhappy or annoyed for some time). I am very sorry to have done such a dirty work.

Thank you everyone, for reading this. May you all be happy in your lives! Enjoy your lives! I will be back in months!

Best best wishes,
Tha Lin Htet, aka RedFog

Media RSS Feed Latest Video
Groups
Cat lovers

Cat lovers

Fans & Clans group with 556 members, open to all members

This is a group for everyone who likes cats, and wanna have a look at some cute/funny cats.

Counter Strike

Counter Strike

Fans & Clans group with 57 members, open to all members

This is a group for all those Counter Strike Fans to share there hints glitches to publish pictures and movies and anything to do with Counter Strike

Desura

Desura

Official group with 10,095 members, open to all members

Desura is a community driven digital distribution service for gamers, putting the best games, mods and downloadable content from developers at gamers...

HL:R Team

HL:R Team

Developer & Publisher with 3 members, invitation only

A group page made for people that are working on HL:R. Also for those that help with getting models, textures, information, and other stuff. Yea I'm just...

Horror-Mod Fans!

Horror-Mod Fans!

Other group with 293 members, open to all members

seriously, theres barely any good Horror-Mods, and there should be. this, in short, is a group for all the gamers who feel left out of the mod-playing...

ModDB

ModDB

Official group with 3,844 members, open to all members

If it's information about ModDB and ramblings about mods in general that you are after - then you have come to the right place. Welcome to the official...

Team Darkness

Team Darkness

Developer & Publisher with 4 members, invitation only

Team Darkness is made by RedFog and HazarD. We make horror mods for many games and even me make new games based on the popular engine of this century...

Post comment Comments  (0 - 10 of 56)
raffy154
raffy154 Dec 30 2012, 11:03pm says:

What's the progression of AOM:DC Nightmare mod?

+1 vote     reply to comment
RedFog Creator
RedFog Jan 19 2013, 11:49pm replied:

AOM: Nightmare not AOM:DC Nightmare.

Its still work in progress.

Textures - 90%
models - 50%
others - 10%

+1 vote   reply to comment
raffy154
raffy154 Feb 27 2013, 3:56am replied:

Will this work with the DC Version?

+1 vote     reply to comment
RedFog Creator
RedFog Mar 5 2013, 6:31am replied:

LOL! Never

+1 vote   reply to comment
raffy154
raffy154 Apr 5 2013, 6:29am replied:

:| One ending only...

+1 vote     reply to comment
RedFog Creator
RedFog Oct 12 2014, 2:53am replied:

You may have the fourth ending, friend.

+1 vote   reply to comment
EugenefromZPS
EugenefromZPS Nov 6 2012, 6:06pm says:

could you make a trinity renderer custom for OP4

+2 votes     reply to comment
RedFog Creator
RedFog Oct 12 2014, 2:54am replied:

After 3 years, I may

+1 vote   reply to comment
EugenefromZPS
EugenefromZPS Oct 12 2012, 9:44am says:

what's your name on steam HAVE to add u

0 votes     reply to comment
RedFog Creator
RedFog Oct 13 2012, 8:26am replied:

Sorry, I don't use steam

+2 votes   reply to comment
EugenefromZPS
EugenefromZPS Oct 14 2012, 2:10pm replied:

ok

+1 vote     reply to comment
Post a Comment
click to sign in

You are not logged in, your comment will be anonymous unless you join the community today (totally free - or sign in with your social account on the right) which we encourage all contributors to do.

2000 characters limit; HTML formatting and smileys are not supported - text only

Level
Avatar
Avatar
Offline Since
Oct 12, 2014
Country
Myanmar Myanmar
Gender
Male
Member Watch
Track this member
Accolades
Desura ModDB
Statistics
Activity Points
1,342
Rank
1,393 of 482,712
Watchers
8 members
Time Online
1 second
Comments
438
Site Visits
981
Profile Visitors
28,426 (5 today)
Contact
Homepage
Facebook.com
Private Message
Send Now
Email
Members Only
XaeroX
XaeroX friends since Jul 11, 2012
Jokerme
Jokerme friends since Jul 21, 2012
Hen7
Hen7 friends since Nov 24, 2012
planetphillip
planetphillip friends since Jul 21, 2012
feillyne
feillyne friends since Dec 3, 2012
ruMpel
ruMpel friends since May 2, 2012
Ashkandi
Ashkandi friends since Jul 8, 2012
medve
medve friends since Aug 30, 2012
Trempler
Trempler friends since Oct 22, 2012
Blindxside
Blindxside friends since May 23, 2012