A friend of mine (Nathan Kabat, died due to lung cancer, 24th June 2011, age 37) used to use this account and I now use it to continue his "Steril" legacy for him.

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Steril - - 12 comments @ Black Mesa

Yes i have been spending a lot of time with my friends and family this past year, but i have always had a hobby for video games so i still play them (not as much as i used to do i admit). I've already beenn on 2 holidays with my friends and family (usa - new york + new england and then 2 months later we went to germany - berlin, switzerland - bern + zurich) which were absolutely great, i got to experience the real usa rather than watch it through the TV before i go ha. but after the last holiday (a week ago) i just felt tired, i needed a break from that stuff so that, i guess, is why i'm here; to download and play a couple of mods for some video games (i dont come here frequently) and make a couple of messages as i go around each one.

But, i think i lived a good life. i have a wife and kids, had a good job... i'm not afraid of dying. if my time is up my time is up, no one can escape death. i don't regret playing video games either, it was one of my hobbies and a part of my job for 22 years.

Anyway, going to do what you said and get off the computer like you suggested.

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Steril - - 12 comments @ Black Mesa

I guess i won't be able to see this thing released before i possibly... die. i've had lung cancer for about a year now and i can just feel myself going, y'know what i mean? i don't know for sure but it feels like it. i haven't smoked a cig ever since i heard i had lung cancer from my examiner, so... it's definitely got to be the cancer which is making me get pains in my chest.

Anyway, its a shame. the original half life (and the expansions), half life 2 (and the episodes) and counter strike were among some of my favourite pc games. it would have been great to see a refined and polished hl1. it would also be great to have seen hl2ep3 as well, why the hell didn't they just finish it years ago?

Finish this mod for everyone else, i bet they've been waiting a long time for this and i've only come across this mod until recently when i found mod DB.com.

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Steril - - 12 comments @ Planetary Holographic Effects

that looks great!

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Steril - - 12 comments @ Dawn of Victory

was that more sarcasm or did your wife relly die? if so, i am so sorry for your loss :(

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Steril - - 12 comments @ RAF Harriers

well, the harriers had to go sooner or later... the world is advancing technologically.

i hope those F-35s will be worth it though.

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Steril - - 12 comments @ The Challenger 2 tank

one of the best tanks ever designed.

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Steril - - 12 comments @ United Kingdom

hello my fellow brits!

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Steril - - 12 comments @ Ajax Mod

im sorry but this mod looks so... well... "bad" is the only word i can describe it without being too offensive.

microsoft paint? windows movie maker? adjusting values for guns to make them more powerful? anybody could do this, even me... and ive never even made a proper mod before.

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Steril - - 12 comments @ Northern Excursion

oh so i was right then! crazy stuff. it would be so cool to play on the kind of map youu described.

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Steril - - 12 comments @ "Recluse" Precision SR13

why not name this weapon after a dangerous animal/venomous spider or snake located in north america since it's for the Nac? Maybe like:

"Recluse Precision SR13"

or

"Cottonmouth Precision SR13"

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Steril - - 12 comments @ NAC Soldier - Concept Art - Front

hmm the helmet for the Nac soldier looks a bit like your avatar!

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Steril - - 12 comments @ Northern Excursion

in the description it says something about "orbital" theatres. what do you guys mean by that? space/earth atmospherre maps and marines and stuff?

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