ComradeWinston
Winston joined
Gaming in a time when us long abused scapegoats have risen with pitchforks in hand. A socialist living in a time of political, racial, and gender McCarthyite witch-hunts that involve no shortage of ideological civil war. An anti-theist in a time of mass-enlightenment via the internet and superstition's initial stages of total structural collapse. In these alone I cannot mark myself a revolutionary but at the same time cannot help but find kinship with those of revolutionary flavor.
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The girl I devoted my self to, who I loved, told me to move on and grow up. As if honestly and truly loving someone makes you a bloody child.
But then again she was only 15 and I'm 18 so what else could you expect to come of that... :\
Sorry about my inactivity, my now ex-girlfriend who I had invested quite a lot of my self into has left me for some other ******* and I've had quite a hard time dealing with these recent events. I will probably be active when I more fully pull my self together, but until then I need to focus on my friends and the communities in different games in which I am apart of to just live my life and gain a sense of normalcy, as well as shake this horrible feeling of abandonment.
My migraines I had in the summer that put me in the hospital changed my personality. It ****** me up so badly and I only realized that last night...
I tried.
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, doubting...
Thinking back on it, I should have known that relationship was a terrible mistake after realizing we both enjoyed the movie Titanic for the opposite reasons.
She actually cared about that romantic nonsense, and I just wanted to see a ship slowly sink into the abyss as people screamed helplessly all around.
...and alright, admittedly I should have dumped her the moment she said she loved the Transformer movies. It takes a special lack in taste to say that's one of your favorite movies.