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"Time is running out for me. The things that I've been keeping hidden in the past, may haunt me at my final hour. I cannot let it loose my focus. The days of researching are over, the time to act is now. I know this man can help me. For the days of those worlds, and the innocent lives are at deaths door."

Uncover the mystery that plagued London's Epping Forest Orphanage for decades, discover the eerie secrets that lies behind Lake View Manor, and find yourself reaching to the outer limits beyond Earth. You play as Henry Miller, a novel writer who lost everything in life. He questions the very death of his loved one, and in turn, investigates the true reason behind her death. As you investigate the events that lead to this event, you will find yourself on a much grander quest that will take you to other "worlds".

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It is unfortunate to say but I have to cease development of this mod. Some voice actors lost interest, as I did as well. While my personal life is getting better, I eventually lost all interest in this mod.

And well... 5+ years is too long and I was always picky about stuff, and wanted to do better than before, which resulted in an endless loop.

But I would like to thank the people that did take interest in this project, I would like to thank my friends and voice actors that supported me though this development.

Other major interests have flooded my life, and well life goes on.

Project on halt. Need to desperately fix my life.

Project on halt. Need to desperately fix my life.

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Though a series of unfortunate events, I have to put this project at a dead halt for awhile.

I need your suggestions!

I need your suggestions!

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!!! WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS !!! I need your help guys! I have three choices of to which the story's drive will lead. !!! WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS !!!

The Hands Resist Him (Official Trailer)

The Hands Resist Him (Official Trailer)

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The official trailer for The Hands Resit Him. Its still on TBA per say, but I am aiming for a 2015 holiday release.

New PC is finally here!

New PC is finally here!

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So I finally have my new PC fully built and ready to go!

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blackdragon121
blackdragon121 - - 187 comments

hello again my friend

i have not been on modDB for a long time and i decided to stop by and check on the mod stats.

i am happy to know that life is getting better for you and that is what really matters the most.

it hurts to see this magnificent piece of art work go to waste but i think life is getting in your way a lot and that is completely understandable. having been working on this mod for so long only to have it abandoned must feel really awful , never the less don't blame yourself since life does get in the way and we are humans after all and we have other needs in life. either way i hope the best of luck for you on your endeavors, hopefully you will find a much brighter future in the store for you. ;)

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90 - - 232 comments

Cannot find the words to say how grateful it is to here this. I decided to stumble on this "abandoned" mod's page, to see if anything of new comments came up.

I guess for a small life update, things are very much better. Parents finally understand of who I choose to be, and not another them. That took a few tough storms to get through. Does this mean I might return and finish this project for once?

In my time of other hobbies and a major interest that flooded my life, Elsa and Anna, more so of ElsAnna and the amazing community I discovered, it truly helped my depression. As hard as it may believe, but when you face the world, the demands it gives to you, everything wanting to move fast, I actually thought about ending it all....

But I knew if I did that, more heart break would be caused from my own self destruction. And so, I took it upon myself to find happiness, and as strange as it may be, when you are faced with your own choice of death, anything is possible to cope with. I choose not of "real" drugs, although 6 doses of Benadryl did ease the tension from time to time.

In my moments of happiness, I found a story written by an Elsanna community member, the story was called Elsa's Year. The writer sadly, got burned out, only providing around 30 chapters, thus taking the story down for his personal means, as I did here... Luckily I have a backup of it, and many many other precious Elsanna stories. Anyways, upon my read, it felt like a good cliff hanger, in a good way. It truly dragged me into heart break, joy, and out of my depression. And very much influenced the music I adore to create.

I just naturally grew out of Amnesia: The Dark Decent modding. Shifting to Elsanna community. Quite a change yes, Horror to taboo hot romance, but in some ways, I think it was for the best.

I would be so mad at myself for not meeting goals on this mod, which was too much I lost count. And for me finding complete peace of Elsanna, I indulged in my music more and more, and now creating a personal score, that captures Elsanna of what it truly means to me musically.

I can finally create what I truly always wanted. Free from pressure, time, and other's demands. Music is universal, created from the elements of our natural universe. The universe, and it's elements has a finite number of years, but from that time span, music is practically infinite, just as the heavens seems to be.

I can say safely, and to let everyone know, that I got my happiness back, free from depression (as much it can humanly be). I am sorry that I could not finish this project, other projects have influenced me. Particularly my Elsanna Score music project, that I hope to sell and publish once finished.

It still lingers in my head, of the possibilities of what might be within The Hands Resist Him story. Maybe I might finish it one day. Not for fame, but to complete my art on the canvas. But for now, my canvas lies within music.

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blackdragon121
blackdragon121 - - 187 comments

sorry it took me so long to reply.

i am glad things worked out for you nicely, i in a way kinda know your feeling, stuck doing things you don't like, always feeling left out, feeling lost and alone and maybe even getting a couple of these bad thoughts when you are alone.

either way i don't feel like going into details of what the matter is but hoping things will get better is something nice to have.

regarding the mod then really don't sweat it, i can tell how frustrated you can be when so much work you put into this is just gone, but in the end life is still more important and making use of your time doing things you like than pulling your hair out over a video game surely is arguably a much better thing to be doing.

so just keep doing things you like and always look for a brighter day in the future. you made it this far and i am pretty sure you can continue on from this point :).

wishing you the best of luck.

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90 - - 232 comments

Sorry for taking a long time to replay,

In the end, it was best for me to leave this project. Allot has happened since then, some good and some bad. In the good I am 90% done on my personal music project;

Summer Frostfall (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCblX5BkkueATOF8dizDNtUw?view_as=subscriber)

Just expressing what I feel musically is better than trying to make 277 people all happy. And I have grown allot in media design with Adobe Creative Cloud.

On a more sad note, not to mention allot, just recently one of my close family members has terminal health problems, when I know if I was doing this mod, that would effect allot of things.

I still have the original mod folder, in-case I decide to finish it, not for the watchers but for myself. I still like the atmosphere I have built, and with the increased music skills I have gained, I know the soundtrack would have been fantastic.

I still wonder where the story would have ended, that's something I still want to finish.

Mabye after my music project is fully complete, I might go back to this for old time sake, but no guarantee.

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90 - - 232 comments

It is unfortunate to say but I have to cease development of this mod. Some voice actors lost interest, as I did as well. While my personal life is getting better, I eventually lost all interest in this mod.

And well... 5+ years is too long and I was always picky about stuff, and wanted to do better than before, which resulted in an endless loop.

But I would like to thank the people that did take interest in this project, I would like to thank my friends and voice actors that supported me though this development.

Other major interests have flooded my life, and well life goes on.

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TroHea
TroHea - - 973 comments

That's sad. =(
But good luck with life and hopefully you will have a more great time than before. :D

Greets.

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latexmatriarch
latexmatriarch - - 60 comments

I hope all things are well with you mate, hope to hear from you soon.

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boytim
boytim - - 39 comments

Hey...I see the map is not released yet. I've been a Beta-tester for over a few years now and I love doing it...If you're interested in me testing your map and giving you a very detailed review in return send me a message :) On my profile there's also reviews about me if you're interested...:)

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90 - - 232 comments

My curtains are shut, my room is very dim, and the candles are glowing. Its time to write, its time to get close to finishing the story.

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blackdragon121
blackdragon121 - - 187 comments

hello. after long time no visit i decided to check on it again and things are still looking great and more amazing than ever *_* nice job.

but i have to ask it is been like 3 years now and this mod is more of a fully fledged complete game than a mod (and actually it is) so um any expected release date? also i would like to emphasis that amnesia TDD is 5 years old game now, I don't think alot of people are still looking for a mods to play on it unfortunately :/ therefore less people are most likely to pick up the game and try this mod despite it being very amazing :p .

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90 - - 232 comments

I am aiming for a December release (hopefully). And I can understand that the timing of this mod is very bad and I am alright with that. People who find interest in it will come by and play it, even if one person is amazed by the mod, then that makes me happy.

I will say though that allot of things that I wanted in the mod wont be featured. One being custom models to represent London, the time available to me to do that goal would take too long and too much of a learning curve.

And I know I should not mention real life stuff as it is not fully appropriate on here, but life for me is getting more complicated it seems as the weeks and months roll by. Lets just say that unfortunate family drama stuff happened, parents get mad, we argue, time to find my own place XD. So depending on what financial situation I am in the fall, this mod may or may not be released.

Lets get real here, the time I have spent at first on this mod was extremely high, to even avoiding school work just to do stuff. Then the line gradually goes down and down. I start to loose interest, and well its at a 30% out of 100% interest honestly. If I fail to finish the mod by the end of this year then I have failed myself and you guys.

I will say though that the story itself for the mod has evolved quite a bit. To basically being a Silent Hill rip off, to being something original.

Well all I can say is I hope I have enough energy to barley finish the mod. Im honestly just burned out by it. And I only made the trailer to pump me up and get back into the game, that did not last long.

If I cant reach my goal by December 31st, then I half to stop. Because at the end ill just be wasting my own time when I could be doing more important real life stuff honestly. I hope you can understand.

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blackdragon121
blackdragon121 - - 187 comments

it is fine to mention real life stuff, the mod maker is a human not a machine and you should not worry yourself about custom models or anything,amnesia was a game designed to provide the player with the experience of a horror game not some fancy shaders or 4k display and honestly the way you used vanilla textures to create some maps is amazing.

this mod is going great but you are pushing it hard at the mod and yourself, this is a mod and not a triple A title , there wont be a thousand people to complain about it "omg it uses vanilla textures or very old textures...etc and it is bad" it is amazing as it is and i see it would provide and amazing experience as it is

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jssjr90 Creator
jssjr90 - - 232 comments

Ultimately you are right. All this time I wanted to shoot big. For big visuals, epic story, epic music. But I know my own body and emotional state cant take that kind of pressure and work load in such a small amount of time.

I just have to learn to accept the fact that what I have so far is good enough honestly. I have wasted so much time in thinking and wishing for epic things when I know that I have not put in the effort to do so.

Its time to just accept reality. I'm sure this mod will be good enough for what it is. Im just going to stick with the story I have now and just roll with it. Weather this mod flops or is a big success, I will still be proud of what I have achieved. (Even though I am the biggest procrastinator ever when it come to doing stuff...) The regrets.

Its time to write.

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