What would you do if you lose your interest in this world? What if the group of reluctantly dead slaves comes back to life and tries to disembowel you? Would you just kill yourself or would you fight against the inhumanity and find something to live for? If so, you are currently the only person who is capable to resist this suicidal uprising.
Not much to say that can add on to other peoples opinions.
All I can say is "you have a very bright future in the custom story space"
I look forward to seeing what you have around the corner :D