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How have y'all been, gals n' garls? Zu here. back in action...
or maybe not.
Anyways, glad to see ya again.

I assure you, I am more sane than I am last time. Honestly, why did I act like that back then?
Ah, so it's been a long time since I was last here, and in my long absence, I have traveled to beyond te ends of the internet and back. I have faced unmentionable beasts from the depths of hell and have been graced by the hand of heaven---

Well, crap like that, anyways. My actual arduous journey doesn't matter. What does is the treasure that I found in the great beyond.

What is that treasure, you may ask?

It's Touhou.

Yep. Touhou. The holy womb of music and art, born from the mind of a peerless creator deity. That holy relic around which the world revolves and the future shall spring from.

Yep. Touhou is the treasure I found in my journeys. And indeed, I could have returned a long time ago if only I had not within me the undeniable desire to create my own little corner within this treasure. And, for four years I have formed within my mind a story centred on the concept of Touhou.

Ah, alas! Mine own mind betrays me, and until now I have not yet written and uploaded the story and until I have done so, I fear I might not be able to work on a mod concept I have for CNC:ZH

Ah, I must elaborate on this:

The goal of this mod is to provide a new playable faction. This faction will be different from everything else I've seen so far as far as C&C Mods are concerned, for where the other factions have immobile structures, this faction uses fleets of slow-moving, self-defending mega-aircraft, and where other factions produce their vehicles on the spot, this faction calls in battalions from off-screen production facilities.

In terms of military units, they will have no infantry, and instead use only armoured craft such as light vehicles, tanks, and aircraft. All their ground vehicles will be sleek, rounded devils that use hover drives and their aircraft will be flying bodies. Their units are strong and durable, but are very expensive.

Ah, that's all I'll be saying for now.

So, back to Touhou. Its music is just wonderful!

I would suggest the following:

Shibayan - Anata ga Motomeru Mono [Vocals: 3L]
Hands down, this is one of the most awesome Touhou songs yet. It's better than BadApple in many things. Just hear 3L's voice, man! She's got a hot voice, but Shibayan just pushed her to godly levels here.

Alstroemeria Records - Dark Road [Vocal: Misato]
Sexy, man. Sexy. Just hear her voice.
Oh, and I think a certain ice fairy just hijacked this song. I can just imagine the two of them spinning and spinning and spinning....

RD-Sounds - Hikari [Vocal: Nomico]
This one makes my heart heavy. And that's a lot, to do that to an apathetic guy like me.

Not touhou, but I suggest these two as well (I hope you end up liking Mongolian music to some extent after this!)

Khusugtun - Mongol
A song written by Batzorig of Khusugtun, it talks about the great achievements of the ancient Mongols. (I know you are most likely going to cringe at that statement, but I say that the Mongolians have been needlessly vilified. Chinggis Qaan, especially.)

Midigma Dorzhieva - Basaganay Duun

Really pretty, and the music video moves me to tears. A masterpiece, this one.

Oh, and before I forget, I've been composing (trying to, at least,) songs. What do you think of them? (These are the latest)

Zuru - 2015-2-10 test
A little something I made with a custom-made synth. Ahahahaha. I think it sounds somewhat cool.

Zuru - End of Daylight half-arrange
I tried making an arrange this time. End of Daylight is a PC98 touhou theme. I call it a half-arrange since it doesn't feel like a real arrange. (Too similar to the original).

Barubaru pa lah, hibaik na ya pagpulung ya pinakamakontrabersyal na bala'ud na "Anti-Cybercrime Law" o "Bala'ud pakontra Cybercrime."

Naidayon kaen bala'ud sa niaging toeg pa lah, apan nasuspenda kini kegaprotesta man ya manga kadamu'an, kekkatandog na man sad kato ya ilang pagkamalaya, ke'n gobyermento kemaka bu'ot man kon unsa imo isulti o ipost sa internet, dayon puyde ka mapriso sa bisan gamay lah na sipyat.

Kini ke online martial law, den kun de puyde gamartial law sa kalibutang ginpuy'an naton, nganong ma puyde man gadeklara o martial law sa kalibutang dakoriyente?

Barubaru ra sad, nang hibalik na ya pagpulung, hisugod na sad o baik ya manga Anonymous Hackers o guba'guba sa manga website sa gobyerno sa ilang pagprotesta. Satto ira, kedapat dili gayud kita maharangan sa atong dapat isulte.

Konmatiman li bala'ud, gintandog nang atong karapatan pantawo o Human Rights, na gisulti ni Eleanor Roosevelt na "Inalienable" o dapat dili mabuwag kanaton.

Makalagut gayud king manga politiko no, na ira galingkudlingkud lah ira ara, nagpulung kun tangtangon ba kaha nila atong karapatan na magsulti sa ganahan natong isulti. Hulga na lah da!

Makalagut kanang inyong ginbuhat; kon aruna kamu panahon, melain pang dapat totkan ninyo, sama sa korapsyon o pagkapuno sa banwa naton sa manga tawong grasa. Makalagut kamu, na melain pang dapat mas tutkan ninyo kesa magpulung kon tangtangon bang amung karapatan.

Huluga na lah da!

Hyuppah! I am back to modding. However, it's not Generals I am modifying... no, I'm creating my own version of Touhoumon version 1.8, a fire red mod wherein the pokemon have all been replaced by the Touhou girls.

As of now, I plan on making a vast underground network as diverse as the one aboveground, except that of course, only those puppets that CAN live underground will live there. I will try to make sure the game will play a little bit differently and I will see to it that everything works well.

As of 2012-11-4, pewter and pallet will be part of this network as two different regions of one massive city. The underground city will possess its own Pokemon Centre, Pokemon Mart, and NPCs (as soon as I figure out how to edit text.) It will have no GYM, but it has a place that might be interesting to visit if you know the Touhou canon.

More on this will be noted later.

Recently, I've switched to writing Fanfiction and here... HERE IS THE LIST OF MINE CREATIONS!

Chaos Paradise [T: Main Story: Touhou: Varied]
It has been ten years from the "Ten Desires" incident and so far, nothing major has happened yet. However, several new faces appear out of nowhere. Will their sudden appearance break the peace of ten years?
-this is the fiction that I am working on with all my heart.

Sadako's Misadventures [T: TouhouXRingu: Humour]
Reimu Hakurei had seen the cursed tape. However, by a twist of fate, Sadako emerged FAR away from her victim, marking the beginning of the Onryou of the video's existence in Gensokyo and the start of her strange, strange misadventures.

Scarlet Heart [M: Touhou: Lemon Warning]
After an unexpected assault, Remilia finds herself with close to nothing and seeks solace in the Hakurei Shrine's omnipresent hospitality. Note: Main story is T, has an M omake and a second omake written by another person.

Death and Justice: Divine Punishment [T: DeathNoteXTouhou: Shiki-owange]
Light has gained victory. L is dead, and no-one is there to stop him! or so he thought... meanwhile, observing the Kira case from her courtroom, Shiki Eiki could be no more angered by L's Death than anything else...

A Night To Remember [M: Aa! Megami-Sama!: Lemon Warning]
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Ah well...
My profile:
Fanfiction.net

Great. I give up on modding. Why? Because MY FREAKING GENERALS, MOD FILES AND TOOLS DIED WITH MY PC!!!!

....and It's going to be a pain re-doing all the lost work.

As for me, I've switched to writing FanFictions instead. Specifially:http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7278556/1

Have a good day. I'm never modding again. At least, not now. It's too much a waste of time for me to do it again. So, as I said, I've switched to writing FanFiction and making Music.

Blah Blah Blah Blah.Blah Blah Blah Blah. Blah Blah Blah Blah. Blah Blah Blah Blah.

ZUN is EPIC by the way.

Ugh, so as the title says, Misfortune.

Yesterday, (that is, 2011Y-10M-12D), I was using my computer when the lights suddenly went out (eight in the morning) and, after a short pause, there was the dreaded sound.
POP!
The next thing i knew was smoke... wisps of it coming from my Beloved Computer's CPU and my Beloved TELEVISION! oh, and there was popping. a sound like the kind you hear when you cook popcorns... only stronger.
Electricity Returned, Stable. However, my computer no longer switched on when i pressed the power button. *sigh* so i opened the CPU and Surprise! the Motherboard and Hard Disk were Unharmed! aside from that, the smell came from the power source! so... it is most likely that the FUSE popped. but then why the popping? there was more than one!
anyways, the next day, i learned that Two people died of electrocution on that same day at the exact same hour. one at Cambinoy (which i prefer to call 'Kanbinoi') and another one at the proper.
i guess i am not so unfortunate after all.
anyways, the TV was sent to be repaired and my computer... is on hold.
"repairing the CPU is more expensive than repairing a television set" my father said.
i could almost die of boredom... and just as i was on a writing spree!
i was writing a LOT last night and was aiming to write at least TWO chapters for that day, but then misfortune had to strike.
I am dying of boredom.
To clear my boredom, even just a bit... err, i tried making drawings and... *pops up with purple umbrella* SURPRISE! the quality is much HIGHER than all others i've made so far.
i want to post them but...
my computer is unable to run.
*sigh*
please! let the repairs come ASAP!
(and install a more powerful motherboard on the way, please? my midi programs sometimes slow down the computer significantly when i open the "BAD APPLE ORCHESTRA MIDI" file i've downloaded)

Best luck to me!

A'ight, so this is about me... not about L.
anyway, for some reason, I could not stop thinking about this, so here you go!

1. Strange Silence.
I am usually silent, preferring to think and think (mostly about Tunes, music, drawings, my Fan-Fiction, my MOD, etc...) or draw (ya, ya, ya.). and as such, I would not find it strange that my classmates would find me strange. in addition to that...

2. Strange Communication
When I do actually speak, I speak fast. and not just fast-- i mean REALLY fast! (in addition, i also slur quite a bit) so fast in fact, that I usually have to say the same sentence twice to be understood clearly (in addition, I may occasionally use accents) and fast enough to bug my parents. I also spell Bisaya a bit differently (some cannot understand my method of spelling. tamakara nu?) and prefer using the revived BAYBAYIN script along with Kana and Kanji to write private notes. but that is not all...

3. Strange Topics.
When I speak, not only do I talk strange, I talk about things that may seem strange (maybe they have little or no relation to the current topic or are just plain otherworldly). as such, one more point to the weirdness factor. but then, there is also...

4. Strange Behaviour.
For some reason I am uncomfortable sitting in the normal seating position, and thus, when playing computer, i usually crouch on the same way as L (Not imitating him and am not lying) and, when this is impossible, I sit cross-legged instead, which, in the case of an armchair, lifts the chair a bit. on couches, i prefer to lie down. also, when letting nature relieve, i sit on the toilet in a crouching position (again, look at how L sits for an example... a habit since i was four and around 11 years before i first saw death note). i also hunch over slightly when walking, gazing at the floor (for some reason, my crush [love interest] does the same). maybe it is because we prefer to think instead of look? I dunno. anyway.... i also hum without reason the tunes that were playing in my mind. i may also dance and act without reason. insane? maybe i am a bit insane.

5. Strange Eating Habits.
I prefer spicy and sweet foods (mostly fruits) and cinnamon coffee. I despise FISH and most other seafood. an exception is Hīpon which, while i have an allergy to, if delicious enough, i eat. also, while the rest of the family use spoons and forks, i use chopsticks. considering that my father has more chinese blood than me, quite strange, nu?

6. Strange Emotions
I rarely feel emotions. mostly, I am just nonchalant. call me a proto-nihilist... though i really do not want to be a nihilist as i still want to experience emotions... though less vividly as others. but this feature of me is overshadowed by something greater...

7. Strange Unpredictability.
I am very whimsical, maybe around Yuyuko's level at times. so whimsical in fact, that it has become a subconscious action. this irks my parents greatly due to foodstuff that i may like today, i may depise later. i may also do random activities based no what interests me for the moment. my mod(s) are incarnations of this Unpredictability. however, when i am truly determined, i stop at nothing.

8. Strange manners.
I can also say that i prefer a bow or a hug as opposed to the more traditional phillipine custom of holding the back of your superior's hand to your forehead (called a 'bles' or "bless" here)

9. Strange Inability be with crowds
I also cannot do well in crowds and well... let's just say that i am not so good at socializing.

maayung buntag mga higala!
good morning my friends!
magandang umaga mga amigo!
welcome to my second blog about me and my first blog about my newest project
ok,
first...

about me: i am very much depressed and so i try to shake it off by acting idiotic online (but quiet and ...alone in real life) so... here is something more: i feel NO real positive emotions...
hell, i don't even know what "happy" feels like... i just fake it... as for laughs.. i don't laugh because something is funny... i laugh only when something is outrageously funny or as a form of mockery...
but i feel negative emotions full brunt! i mean, i always feel at least one of these: anger, emptiness,
no emotion, sadness, depression, and rage. and due to that... i get ANGRY EASILY and it takes me
a LONG TIME to forget and FORGIVE. ...and as i said... i am pretty much the loner in real life....
and... please... while i may be polite when i want to... do not kick my ire
(and do not be jeje, but 1337 is alright tho)
or else... i will be rude... so.... be nice or.... LAYAS!!!!
and by the way, you know my username has a meaning...

now, my likes and dislikes:

likes:

sibuyas dahun : Lh3.ggpht.com
i like to use the reverse question mark in place of the normal question mark : ؟
i also like spicy foods, dinuguuan (pork blood stew), chilli, bhut jolokia... oh wait.. a bit too much
i am depressed (not just depressed but as in depression, the disease)
i LOVE vocaloid
i like ievan polkka
i like acne iku
i like all vocaloids
i like hentai
i like what i like
i like people who like what i like
i like people who read this and listen to all the embedded tracks below till the end...
i like the visayas
i like my fellow bisaya
i like to use bisaya
i like people who rap good songs
i like who i like
i like my friends
i like long blogs
i like to prefer long blogs over wide blogs
i like people who understand bisaya
i like people who like me
i like people who likes people who like me
i like people that walk around nonstop
i like speed
i like... iku macne...
i like.... iku macne...

hates:

i dislike using tagalog on a person who is bisaya
I HATE AHUS!!!(Garlic)
i dislike using tagalog (hard time)
i hate that that i hate.
i hate whatever i hate
i hate whoever hates me
i hate whoever likes a person who hates me
i hate people who plot against me (you know... steal my food... tease me...)
i hate people who just hate people
i hate people who do not recognize my hate for fishes
i hate people who know, but do not recognize my allergy to crustaceans
i hate people who do not understand what i hate is what i hate
i hate people who do not understand i hate what i listed above

recent activity

okay, now i said what i want to say, i will say what i want to say...

i got vocaloid, i had it installed, i downloaded some music
then i saw that no-one so far has tried making a bisaya song with vocaloid
so i am now working on a bisaya track using vocaloid
the original track i wanted to make was "butete" but then ....
miku cannot rap... as i found out...
so i chose another track which was "bati ka'g nawong" (you have an ugly face/your face looks ugly)
it went better than last time... so i think i will stick with this track
btw,
here's the first few lines i managed to complete on "butete" before i realized that rap on miku sounds terrible:

here is the base of this song:

*update
now the base is no longer either of the two, it is now visrock's bisan pa.!

the first few lines i have made so far... (still focusing on the pronunciation, pitch and others will be later)

the base is:

(note, i changed NG to N or G, LA into RA and you know... in order for miku to say it..)

please wish me luck my friends.......

BLOODSAPPHIRE DEDICATED PLAYLIST
Poker Face Megurine Luka

Remix to The MAX!!

Imma Melting due to the Cuteness!

nganu kaha... pero ganahan aku ini...

epik kini!