"Mark," he whispered. "Go back to sleep. It will be over soon." Inquietude is a dark, twisted, and an emotional horror experience.

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What happens when Ambitions become Goals? De-motivation.

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in·qui·e·tude

/inˈkwīəˌt(y)o͞od/
Noun
Physical or mental restlessness or disturbance.
Synonyms
unrest - anxiety - disquiet - uneasiness - worry


I find it kinda funny that "Inquietude" defines my life right now. I'm going to be 100% honest with you guys because you guys need to know the truth.

I have not worked on Inquietude in about 3-4 months.

I'm going to take the blame for this one because I have been going through some serious problems. Please take the following as fact, not as a sob story. I was pretty poor so I took a low end job because that's all I could get. I had that job for about 1.5 years and ultimately got laid off. I could not keep up with rent and had to leave and I lived with a buddy for about 3 months. Then I realized that my unemployment checks weren't coming through because the house is foreclosed upon. So I got evicted. Now I'm living on the floor in a small apartment.

tl;dr, I'm going to work on the mod when I'm in a stable living environment. I wrote an album with a buddy to raise money but with the eviction a huge majority of that went to moving.

Hang tight, guys. I'm taking the full blame for Inquietude's absence and I will make it up to you when I can. I am moving in May again so hopefully I'll be good there.

-Brandon "bXmMusic" McKagan

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bXmMusic Author
bXmMusic

<3 for people hanging tight since day 1. We're going to bring more to the table when we possibly can. But right now it's hanging ABOVE the back burner.

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RRCM_Rico
RRCM_Rico

This is a free mod so it is silly for anyone to complain if you do not work on it. Do whatever you need. I hope your situation improves :)

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Rus[T]
Rus[T]

That's understandable, I hope you can get your stuff on rails again. Deam, times are so tough these days, it sucks.. But I am sure you will persevere, and that you and Inquietude will come out stronger!
All the best dude.

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0rpheus
0rpheus

Best of luck, I hope you get your stuff sorted out and back on track!

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SPY-maps
SPY-maps

what a nasty position are you in my friend, long ago in my past i have been a simular or actually in exactly the same situation and live is then just as hard as it can get. But, better times will come, as long as you keep optimistic, (i know, some days that simply will not be possible).

I hope it will get better soon for you, please make a copy of your work and keep it somewere so save, (give it to a friend with a house etc), so will have all your work still ones things get better.

much success,
Leon

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MedicOnDuty
MedicOnDuty

I've lived under my parent's roof my whole life so while I can't understand your situation, I can sure empathize with it. You have had more than your fair share of distractions preventing you from continuing work on this mod, so all I can say is that I hope you situation improves.

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levan563
levan563

Better times will come! Main believe it!

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JohnSmirnov
JohnSmirnov

(buried)

Its kinda sad that EVERYONE believes in EVERYTHING in the internet. I am not saying that this guy is 100% lying, but I think its just some ********, cause he just do not want to work on mod anymore, but he need to say something, so people will not attack him. But as I said, here is 50 on 50. But still, I dont really believe it.

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bXmMusic Author
bXmMusic

I.imgur.com (Forgive the bad resolution)

I can see where you're coming from man and I respect your beliefs even though in something that isn't the truth. Honestly if people attack me, then so be it. I'm here to make a mod with my lovely team members for the friendly and not-so-friendly people of moddb, not to battle it out and make excuses.

Although, looking at that netbook on my "bed" there is no way I could work on the mod.

I appreciate your comment.

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JohnSmirnov
JohnSmirnov

Well, I can only wish you luck if that what you said is true.

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Guest
Guest

Thank you man. ♥

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deadrawkstar
deadrawkstar

Its important to work for yourself.

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banan2288
banan2288

I hope everything will be all right. And about the mod- don't worry, there are thinks more important than that. Don't listen to peoples who blame you for that. Sometimes we have to leave our passion for something (more) important. Whatever will happen - I wish You Good Luck Brandon.

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macacos2
macacos2

Hang in there, man. We and the mod development can wait.

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