Ah dammit. Life is bothering me again...
I gotta admit. I am becoming an emo. (<,<")
The thing is that, I can't dare myself to hurt myself, physically.
I am just somewhat hurt internally.
Some emotional pain is really putting me in a indifferent mood.
I get some cold sensations in my heart from time to time.
Sometimes I even wonder if what I share for the people around me really matter anything to them.
I mean they may not like it, but at least I'm sharing.
And discouraging me just somewhat makes me separate from them.
Making me just leave from their memories.
I feel like those of my so-called 'friends' don't really see what I'm implying.
I don't expect them to. They're not mind-readers either.
I understand its beyond their comprehension.
So is to mine sometimes.
I'm only very happy when I go to teh internetz.
Since it is where I can get at least some worth.
This year has made me cry twice this year. Kinda a fair trade for not ever doing so last year.