I can be a very difficult person to work with. my ideas are complicated sometimes and difficult to explain, my mind is spread all over the place and I try too much. I work all over the place and get nowhere fast. At least that's what used to be me in a sense. my ideas are still complicated enough but after failing several times to do what I set out to do, and failing very early I might add, I find it difficult to place trust in myself from my past mistakes let alone have someone else trust me. I would say until recently I have been a failure and flake. However, time after time I have always come back..I have an idea for a game. This time I will do it right and succeed. I'm not asking for everyone to follow me or even pay attention that much. I'm taking things step by step not skipping around anymore.
My first idea was a game incredibly long, epic and full of awesome shit that would rock the game world....but I couldn't do anything fo FAIL!
My second idea was good, simple enough and straight forward but I didn't know what I was doing to begin with, FAIL!
My third and fourth well....not simple first off, and I tried too much with too little....all at the same time....EPIC FAIL!
Now my fifth attempt.....after a couple years of trying, knowing the process more and reading a lot more, research, idea shopping, idea smashing, realistic goal analysis and steady contemplation I think I've finally got something I can finish properly and if not properly I can finish the damn thing.
Like a friend of mine used to say "Dreams are for suckers, you have to set goals."
We all dream even when we are awake.
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