Mastering madness. Inspiration form - the dark side of me. blog - Dragamyre

Things I loved and needed, just left me. Alone. In the darkness, in this whole mess! I found reincarnation!!! Can’t believe it yet. Oh, wait I already did! Days ago, at late nights and early mornings, I would go high on caffeine and tobacco, thought and wished to get high on drugs and alcohol. By accident, to take a overdose. Not because I felt depressed or something. I am always depressed. I was feeling fine, till you know, someone always make a return to remind you how pathetic you are, to play another match of domino! Madness is like domino, push one oblong piece and everything might fall, especially if it’s the weakest one. Well and it felt, the weakest one felt hard, it brought down every other oblongs, as all me, to the knees of pain and horror. However, not like at the other times, I found beauty, I found some kind of happiness and fun in this. It was just like looking at some kind of masterpiece! What I became and what I realized in this world is fascinating. It really is, but there are much more to go to go for! This is where I make a stand and use my new, fresh, perfect balance scheme!!! It's without it! I have nothing to fear because I don’t need to love, nothing to lose. Hehehe! Isin’t that fucking funny? It is!!!