Just a few hours ago, I was crying my eyeballs out because of some personal problem. I needed some rest, time and silence in my life. Still, I wanted to cry though I know I shouldn't. I wanted to be with my friends, but soon I realized that I deserved to have time for myself. A time for me to stop thinking of others even if its just for a moment, a time for me to think for myself, and a time for me to play.
Booted up my laptop for a quick browse on my facebook. It was fun at first but i really need something that can help me with my problems. I needed something that can help me remove my sorrows in a way that no other things can do, and that thing is playing video games. Just when I'm about to log on my Desura account, I saw Counter Strike and I immediately thought why the hell not?
I played it like I never did before. Playing it on a difficulty level that I never had the guts to play before (not to brag, but I did quite well in it). I had such a blast that I didn't even care about my statistics. I had so much fun and soon enough I was feeling so much better than I did just a few moments ago.
I love video games. It does so much for me that sometimes it really is better than being with your loved ones. I love hanging out with my family and friends but sometimes you really just got to have some time for yourself and do things that can make you happy. And for me, playing video games is one of that times.
I thank Desura for being an outlet of my current problems, and now I shall download GUNS and ROBOTS while I play some Reprisal.
