Why do I dare to mod?
At 1st I wanted to escape from Japan.
Since teen I've believed I'll never be happy as long as caught in this prison island.
But it turned out that the idea of escaping from Japan is nothing more than escaping from reality.
It also turned out that I had to escape from planet Earth, rather than this mere island of shit.
It also turned out that I need to be greatly helped by others to escape from Japan, which can lead to dilemma, more painful than keeping a simple straight hatred.
A swindler often says "Only look at the good side of life"
But I want to do so from the bottom of my heart if ever actually could.
Anyway what I need to do is essentially escaping from reality, dodging various silent terrorism by "them" and being a Private Pyle.
"They" always try to treat ordinary people(including me) as one of the public soldiers/robots with no private will.
So modding can be an antithesis to compensate it.
