I am a writer trying to get into the gaming business. I would like to write as well as give creative direction for a game or mod. I used to play those old Classics MUDs and even admin for one doing building, making mobs and areas for a while. I have been breaking into 3d modelling and animation working with a couple programs over the past couple of months. I did sculpture for several years in highschool working with shapes and geometry so modelling came very easily using a simple program called Anim8or. After of which I took it a step further and applied myself to learning maya more and that is the stage I am currently at. I have also written and published two titles "where the angels lost their way" and 'the gift of sin." I'm going to practice and post up my models or 3d graphics images from time to time please let me know if you would like to download any models or basis models for images.

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last night I lost my mojo and gave up hope....I'm still writing my games and modelling but I just don't feel it right now. dun feel like I'm gonna meet my goals, don't feel like I'm going to get anywhere. Don't feel like my work is good enough. don't feel like much of anything. A couple days ago I made a crazy post of not giving up going forward and determined and reading it now just makes me feel dumb. I don't know what to think, it's just a phase i'm sure and i'll be back to my old self writing like a freak, modelling and managing but right now i'm just lost.

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Joe_Shmoe
Joe_Shmoe - - 304 comments

Dont give up =] its just a phase, don't feel stupid mate, you are probably over thinking things... everyone gets it, everyone suffers this. You should make a list of things, pro's and cons... why you're doing this, and why you shouldn't give up, and when ever you feel like this, take a break and do something else, take your mind of it.. and when you get back, read your list and remember why you are doing it in the first place =] Maybe that will help inspire you again! So never back down, keep your head in the game!

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sydrose Author
sydrose - - 95 comments

Thank you very much, I read the comment a while ago but didn't have the urge to reply until now when I feel on top of my game again. Again thanks!

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