Hey...
I've been meaning to write here. I have to admit, the conflict with Norm has cooled down. I feel silly for what I said. I didn't mean it when I called him a 'fruitcake', it was an impulsive insult that I now regret deeply. On the other hand, I'm pretty much over the fact that someone leaked the gameplay.
The only thing that's holding back now is this damned mobile game addiction, I can't turn it off. Even as I type these very words, my other hand is tapping mindlessly against my colorful, flashy screen. You wanna know what makes it worse? I am fully aware of my addiction and still I can't stop. When I'm playing this game, I get this... this feeling, it's not what I'd call joy – joy would be much better. But, it does feel better than sadness. In fact, this feeling is JUST good enough to keep me hooked like a stupid fish. I know I'd be happier if I'd put more effort in life and if I would just for ONE MOMENT put my damned phone down. BUT NO!.. NO!.. Playing this game it's just too easy, the mild but constant stream of half-cooked joy seems to have made me it's prisoner.
Hey look I just made thirty thousand points... Hmmm.
-Stan
