Worst gaming ever! blog - AnJ112

I was on this server I usually go to because most of my friends are there as well. And then some of the people there were taking the piss out me. I was harassed so much because of the quality of my mic and I was having the worst time. I was having fun until my friends left but then it was shitty and even though people said "JK" I was still really angry and pissed off. I now hate that server and I'm trying to determine if I should ever go back there. I've had a cold as well so my throats been bad and to make myself feel better about not seeing my friends tomorrow I started playing. I'm now also thinking I might stop gaming because so many people are arseholes. I thought games were supposed to be fun and make you feel happy. not to have some losers pester you and making feel even shittier than before.

I have come across so many idiots and yet in "Real" life I have a great time with my friends and when I get into an argument I can win by probably punching them in the mouth. But trolls and Idiots who like to make people live miserable are just losers who try to make themselves feel better about their life by juding other peoples. If I share a bit of information like I cried when playing kingdom hearts 2 then sure people can have a little fun but not go on and on and on and on about it.

I play games to escape the world sometimes but I actually have a good life. When playing a game I like to smile and laugh... maybe cry even but not fustrated and angry. I mean sure when you get fustrated and angry at a game it's nice to win but when playing with other people it stays with you. When trying to enjoy yourself it comes back to you, poking and poking just to bring you down. These fucking shits are the scum of this world. not the bullies ( although I wouldn't mind if someone shot them ) not the slow kids but the people who say little things that stay with you and bring you down. So I think I've had it with internet gaming. I might try it again sometime but it's not worth it. there are too many arseholes in the world to have fun.

So I'll still be on this site but I think I'll stop going on steam... for a while.