After recently checking university's sign up' s lists, I have been quirkly hopeful. I mean, as I got great marks, around 10 of 14 points, I could really choose whatever I wanted to. That's nice, would you sincerely think? Right, but the point is the sign up document had been completed like four months before final official tests. So that, it leads to some errors, as I will explain.
I have been studying all over highschool without knowing what to do next, and that is a fail. A great power on our lives is released when we do have clear our objectives and we constantly try to achive them day by day. So, as you would guess, I wasn't decided four months before final tests about what to do next. The only thing I was totally sure was I wanted to study on university. Why? That's because I do want to approach the only-one-in-a-life oportunity of beign capable to get superior studies, knowing so different people from here and there. Also, I wanted to approach my first and second pre-university courses' scholarship (which I have kept) to let me pay a dialy bus from me house to the university, which is like 40kn far away. Plus, whith my high marks I have nearly all my enrolment's expenses payed, so I do want to study.
But the problem now is that I am not enroled into what I want to study really. Because, four months ago I had have completed the document and I put as first option: Sea's Sciences. Why?, because I had heard about a matemate that was already on university he was studying it, so I get informed. It's basically geology, physics, maths, chemistry all in one, so I liked it. But when I asked myself' why do I want to study this? I hadn't answer' other than my curiosity about the signatures and so on...
So that, what I want really to study is the third option choosen: informatic engineering. I have had a dream some years ago, around being able to learn English and how to code games and go to other countries to work in studiosmlike EA or so on, and it back in time got my heart beating quite loud. But, two main factors confused me four months ago: firstly, my brother, like 10 years ago chose that degree too, but he abandoned on the firstny yeat, so I was temerous or even intimidated about choosing that degree. Also, secondly, I have been qquite addicted to PC gaming from 2007 to not so long, and this last highschool's year refused to use comouter by miself. In fact it was broken at lasts summer days and I haven't used computer other than for doing schoolar works, to prove my will. That led myself to know I am now able to play without being addicted but it also froze my game's programmer dream.
After all of that, noe I am totally sure I want to study whatever I need to, to be able to program games. So that,
considering I do like English I have decided to: firstly, wait until september's enrolment vacancies, to look for aome informatic engineering seats' free, (there are 190 inscriptions avaliable per year) so Im like a little frustrated of not being able to enter directly, even with my highmarks, because my preinscription's choose fail.
Secondly, I will inform myself on the university itself or by familiars what are my alternatives if I don't get a vacancy. From now I know I can change my enrolment document until december, but I need more information. Thirdly I am going to sign up on the Official Language Schooo, and get my B2 English level. I want to attend from my second degree's year until the fourth one, so I am going to need a lot of work to do bith things at the same time and pass them all.
Hopefully, this blog helps me to cure the frustration quite well, so that's all for now, bye.
