Hello everyone, it's Krychur. if you're wondering about my wellbeing, I'm fine physically. if ever I start acting... off, here's why. I suffer from Bipolar. as such, my mood is never stable, and I've been on mood stabilizers since I was young. seems like they might be wearing off now. I've not been active due to my practicing social isolation. I barely eat (I have plenty of food, this is my own choice.), cannot get a good night's sleep, always groggy throughout the day, never feel satisfied (not just with my cup of coffee, my personal hygiene, etc. just with my life in general), and prone to randomly having emotional breaks seemingly over nothing. I never opened up to any of you (or anyone in general) about it over fear that I might drive them away. the last time I opened up to somebody (who happened to be one of my best friends), she essentially told me that she didn't want to talk to me anymore and left without saying so much as a goodbye. I feel like I burdened her just as I burden everyone around me with this bullshit. please do not worry or concern yourself with my mental state of being. I already hate myself enough as it is, and it would further my hatred towards myself if I knew I was concerning any of you by sharing this. take care, everyone.
Something I need to talk about
Posted by Krychur on
It's fine man, the last thing anyone needs is rejection.