Suicide Survival is a modification of Half-Life 2 Deathmatch.

There are two teams. You either play as an overweight WW2 pilot in the survivor team or as a suicider disguised as a pot plant in the suicider team.

The goal for the survivors is to stay alive and to spot the suiciders. They have a couple of throw-able copies of the book: “Gardening for Beginners – by Barbara Bush” as a self-defense weapon.

The goal for suiciders is to sneak up close enough to the survivors in order to blow themselves up. Because each map is full of shrubberies its very hard to spot a real suicidal pot plant among the many fake ones. If a shrubbery isn’t moving, you can’t tell if he is being controlled by another player or not.

Currently the game doesn’t have any other goal then being simple team deathmatch. However it still is a lot of fun and you should definitely try it out with a few friends.


You will need any game from Valve (i.e. Team Fortress 2, Half-Life 2, Left 4 Dead 2, etc.) in order to be able to play this mod.

Minimum System Requirements: 1.2 GHz Processor, 256MB RAM, DirectX 7 level graphics card, Windows 2000/XP, Mouse, Keyboard, Internet Connection

Recommended System Requirements: 2.4 GHz Processor, 512MB RAM, DirectX 9 level graphics card, Windows 2000/XP, Mouse, Keyboard, Internet Connection

Image RSS Feed Latest Screens
Preview screenshot of the new map ss_office Preview screenshot of the new map ss_office Suicide Survival 1.1 Ingame Screenshots
Blog RSS Feed Post news Report abuse Latest News: Screenshots from a new map in version 1.2.

10 comments by judasbenhur on Sep 16th, 2013

Our mapper and modeler Clément has been hard at work on a new theme. Can you spot the suicider?

Preview screenshot of the new map ss_office

Preview screenshot of the new map ss_office

Suicide Survival 1.2. should be ready for release this fall/winter 2013.

Media RSS Feed Latest Video
Downloads RSS Feed Upload file Latest Downloads
Suicide Survival 1.1

Suicide Survival 1.1

Dec 12, 2008 Full Version 67 comments

This is release 1.1 of the HL2 mod Suicide Survival.

Suicide Survival 1.0

Suicide Survival 1.0

Nov 29, 2008 Full Version 16 comments

Suicide Survival is a Mod of Half-Life 2 Deathmatch. There are two teams so you either play as Survivor or as Suicider. The goal for Survivors is to stay...

Post comment Comments  (320 - 330 of 332)
Mastix Nov 30 2008, 4:19am says:

Any chance to open a server please?
and if not is there any way to add bots?

+1 vote     reply to comment
judasbenhur Creator
judasbenhur Nov 30 2008, 6:40am replied:

I'm working on getting some dedicated servers up, because I only have one machine so my server wont be up all the time. Anyone wanna make an official approved dedicated server? ;)

So far there is no feature to use bots. Maybe some third-party tool would work but idk. On the otherhand the game concept wont really work with bots: how do you tell a bot which one of the shrubberies is a player? see the problem? ;)

+1 vote   reply to comment
Freeman93 Nov 30 2008, 3:54am says:

Is anybody even playing this?

+1 vote     reply to comment
Kyle1212 Nov 30 2008, 3:37am says:

OMG, This is ******* great!

+1 vote     reply to comment
Minuit Nov 30 2008, 1:11am says:

I just played this for the past hour or so:




+2 votes     reply to comment
benbellis Nov 29 2008, 4:37pm says:


+1 vote     reply to comment
ProAm Nov 29 2008, 12:58pm says:

Looks cool. I'll check it out.

+1 vote     reply to comment
Nokiaman Nov 29 2008, 12:09pm says:

Sweet!It needs some players

+1 vote     reply to comment
Lt.SnoWolf Nov 29 2008, 11:59am says:

Looks awsome :D nice idea!

+1 vote     reply to comment
AJ_Quick Nov 29 2008, 11:31am says:

i haven't played this yet, but im gonna rate 10 just based on how totally AWESOME this concept is :P

+5 votes     reply to comment
Post a Comment
click to sign in

You are not logged in, your comment will be anonymous unless you join the community today (totally free - or sign in with your social account on the right) which we encourage all contributors to do.

2000 characters limit; HTML formatting and smileys are not supported - text only

Half-Life 2 Icon
Developed By
Send Message
Official Page
Release Date
Released Nov 2008
Mod Watch
Track this mod
Community Rating



376 votes submitted.

You Say


Ratings closed.

Highest Rated (4 agree) 10/10

10 points for the pure idea.
And "Art Style".

Jan 25 2011, 7:58am by UnlimiteD

First Person Shooter
Embed Buttons

Promote Suicide Survival on your homepage or blog by selecting a button and using the embed code provided (more).

Suicide Survival Suicide Survival
Suicide Survival
Last Update
1 year ago
684 members