Suicide Survival is a modification of Half-Life 2 Deathmatch.

There are two teams. You either play as an overweight WW2 pilot in the survivor team or as a suicider disguised as a pot plant in the suicider team.

The goal for the survivors is to stay alive and to spot the suiciders. They have a couple of throw-able copies of the book: “Gardening for Beginners – by Barbara Bush” as a self-defense weapon.

The goal for suiciders is to sneak up close enough to the survivors in order to blow themselves up. Because each map is full of shrubberies its very hard to spot a real suicidal pot plant among the many fake ones. If a shrubbery isn’t moving, you can’t tell if he is being controlled by another player or not.

Currently the game doesn’t have any other goal then being simple team deathmatch. However it still is a lot of fun and you should definitely try it out with a few friends.


You will need any game from Valve (i.e. Team Fortress 2, Half-Life 2, Left 4 Dead 2, etc.) in order to be able to play this mod.

Minimum System Requirements: 1.2 GHz Processor, 256MB RAM, DirectX 7 level graphics card, Windows 2000/XP, Mouse, Keyboard, Internet Connection

Recommended System Requirements: 2.4 GHz Processor, 512MB RAM, DirectX 9 level graphics card, Windows 2000/XP, Mouse, Keyboard, Internet Connection

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10 comments by judasbenhur on Sep 16th, 2013

Our mapper and modeler Clément has been hard at work on a new theme. Can you spot the suicider?

Preview screenshot of the new map ss_office

Preview screenshot of the new map ss_office

Suicide Survival 1.2. should be ready for release this fall/winter 2013.

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Suicide Survival 1.1

Suicide Survival 1.1

Dec 12, 2008 Full Version 67 comments

This is release 1.1 of the HL2 mod Suicide Survival.

Suicide Survival 1.0

Suicide Survival 1.0

Nov 29, 2008 Full Version 16 comments

Suicide Survival is a Mod of Half-Life 2 Deathmatch. There are two teams so you either play as Survivor or as Suicider. The goal for Survivors is to stay...

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Guest Mar 23 2013, 9:07pm says:

finally, I've been waiting for more people to pick this game up since it died a few years ago.

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Dejected-Angel Mar 9 2013, 8:56am says:

Do you have any plans for a new HUD?
The HL2 default looks out of place with the mod's art style

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judasbenhur Apr 4 2013, 8:39am replied:

definitely yes! :)

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Manface Mar 13 2013, 11:51pm replied:

Maybe a TF2 style hud?

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RobertGH Mar 22 2013, 1:12pm replied:

Yeah, this would be good.

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pegran Mar 6 2013, 1:57pm says:

can't wait

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Guest Feb 15 2013, 11:21am says:

I have a Mac and when I went to download using one of the two ways to download, I tried using Desura, it didn't have a Mac option. Will there ever be a downloader that is Macs are capable of using? Thanks.

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MiniDude Feb 5 2013, 6:51pm says:

This is so unique, and epic fun! I hope it gets even more active now :)

I did a PlayDB for it, so you guys can check it before downloading.

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Giggitynac5 Feb 4 2013, 6:23pm says:

Says mod is invalid after download and right when I'm trying to launch

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Highest Rated (4 agree) 10/10

10 points for the pure idea.
And "Art Style".

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