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14 comments by bXmMusic on Apr 7th, 2013


Physical or mental restlessness or disturbance.
unrest - anxiety - disquiet - uneasiness - worry

I find it kinda funny that "Inquietude" defines my life right now. I'm going to be 100% honest with you guys because you guys need to know the truth.

I have not worked on Inquietude in about 3-4 months.

I'm going to take the blame for this one because I have been going through some serious problems. Please take the following as fact, not as a sob story. I was pretty poor so I took a low end job because that's all I could get. I had that job for about 1.5 years and ultimately got laid off. I could not keep up with rent and had to leave and I lived with a buddy for about 3 months. Then I realized that my unemployment checks weren't coming through because the house is foreclosed upon. So I got evicted. Now I'm living on the floor in a small apartment.

tl;dr, I'm going to work on the mod when I'm in a stable living environment. I wrote an album with a buddy to raise money but with the eviction a huge majority of that went to moving.

Hang tight, guys. I'm taking the full blame for Inquietude's absence and I will make it up to you when I can. I am moving in May again so hopefully I'll be good there.

-Brandon "bXmMusic" McKagan

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endosine Nov 23 2012, 9:49pm says:

there was hidden text on the main picture but its gone, it said something about holding the hands of a liar, what did it say?

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bXmMusic Nov 24 2012, 2:45am replied:

"Hold the hands of a liar. It must be easier. Dreams he fought to conquer, was there ever anything?"

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endosine Nov 24 2012, 2:46am replied:

whats that supposed to mean

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IGotzNoSkittles78 Nov 26 2012, 4:15am replied:

I guess the quote means that lying is easier than being honest. Though the more you build up the lie, the more you believe in it. In reality however, you'll ask yourself "Why bother building up that lie if it ain't true?".

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bXmMusic Nov 26 2012, 11:16pm replied:

You may not have Skittles back in '78, but you do have wonderful insight. ♥ Hahaha

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bXmMusic Nov 24 2012, 3:03am replied:

Inquietude is riddled with deep and meaningful quotes from people I have looked up to growing up. A lot of people won't understand a majority of them, but the people who do are extremely insightful. This one derives from a song about Domestic Abuse and Rape; something that is present in Inquietude's premise.

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endosine Nov 24 2012, 3:11am replied:

Interesting, was Inquietude inspired by anything

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MarkC. Nov 16 2012, 4:38pm says:

This mod is looking really awesome. Loving the sound design especially! Can't wait for the release.

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nickreaper Nov 15 2012, 5:25am says:

I thought this mod died years ago. I'm glad I was wrong.

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bXmMusic Nov 15 2012, 4:53pm replied:

Fun fact, it actually did August 2011. My harddrive crashed and I lost ALL of Inquietude haha. So I did some massive rewriting for it and it has become something much more deviant.

Appreciate you tracking this for years man. ♥

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AvagantamosTEON Nov 11 2012, 5:47pm says:

I can't wait to play this mod! Looks extremely well done can't wait to see another update :D

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