Don't mind this loser here.

2 comments by RumasLaut21 on May 29th, 2010

thanks to chaosmaster and rk44.... my mood has returned to normal....
thanks a lot.....
finished watching baka to test to shoukanjuu ..... why do the good ones have to be so short?
been listening to pinoy music
list:
hindi ako bakla - michael v
anghang - michael v
all of michael v's tracks...
been random for a while....
my more "femenine" side and voice has kicked in... *resisting....
random...random....
thinking of random things...
thinking of h....
someday....
when i'm awfully low...
i will feel a glow...
just thinking of H~.....
and my hideously large...
collection of it......
random...random... rahhh...
my internet connection might be cut any day.....
random...random....
been thinking of .....
chilli....
pork blood stew.....
ize kreammm!!!!!!
random...random...
high.....
how do yo greet an addict?
*hi! because he's high!
how do yo grit a bazketbawlplayir?
*tol! because he's tall!
how do yo greet a paper boy?
*news! because tat eas de ownlea wey to geat heaz achenshun....
how do yo greet an randum perszun?
*i dunk nuw... hez rendum!
how do yo greet an yuyu pleyer?
*yuh! bekusz he yuyu pliyer...

Report abuse My life..... paraisu shattered

14 comments by RumasLaut21 on May 26th, 2010

ok, when i was around 3-6 years old... my older sister whom i respect and look up to...and trust very well started teasing me by calling me Maot (ugly), i don't know why, i was such a cute kid at the time (quite the opposite of ugly too...) whenever she starts saying that, it would hit me like a rock going at 920 MPH, and in time, it shattered me.... even when she says at the end that it is just a joke.....
and to make it worse, i was bullied even more in school... which shattered me even more! and not to mention, i was mob-bullied in my aunt's internet cafe... in plain sight... which made me sadder and more shattered and ashamed.... why does this happen to me? i don't want fights... but now i want ....those guys at the internet cafe to pay for the emotional and physical (slightly damaged left lung) damage.... in blood!
today? well, because of the teasing i am completely shattered (beyond repair i think.... i don't know...)
i have very low self confidence, and i am always depressed.... and sad.... and lonely.... fragile... both emotionally and physically and i don't make much friends.... except on the net.... also because of the sadness... depression and the loneliness, i don't eat much... which actually resulted in me calling myself Maot (ugly).... and also resulting in my "darker side" being stronger (everyone has one, some people say they don't have a dark side, actually they have, just weaker) and .....the anger made me wanna ....make....them....spill.... blood.....
what a sad life....
oh, and i was surprised that michael jackson also had a similar ordeal,

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7 comments by RumasLaut21 on May 22nd, 2010

POTANG INA NG KALABAW! PUPUTOLIN NA ANG AMING INTERNET CONNECTION NGAYONG MY30 ASAR!!! POTAA!!PAKYU! WAAAA!! GRABEH! KARON UNSA-ON NAMAN NAKO PAG ONLINE...ANAK NG KALABAW!!DILI KO GANAHAN UG INTERNET CAFE!! BAHO,HUGAW UG SABA!!! SHIIIIIIIII!!
I HATE SSSCHHHOOOOLLLLL!!
ESKUELA NA KARONG SUNOD SIMANA, BUUUULLLLSHHAAAA!!!!
GRRAABEEHHHH! !!!
*BIGYAN MO AKO NG DINUGUUAN!!! GYAAHHH!H!!!!!
BULLHBVKHSAVSKHAFSUIOVBJKDVALDJSGAYISF!!!
GRABEEHH!! SUGOD NA ESKUELA SEASON, PUTOLON PA AMUNG INTERNET CONNECTION!
MAKA LAGUT GYUD!!! GYAAAAAAHHHHH!!!

I HATE SCHOOL!                                               I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL!                                               I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL!                                               I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL!                                               I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL!                                               I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL!                                               I HATE SCHOOL! 
I HATE SCHOOL!                                               I HATE SCHOOL! 

I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!
I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL! I HATE SCHOOL!


ntai
(now i know how the mouse feels!)

adtong ni-aging gabii- gi invite mi ug birtdey... sa party may handang botete... wa mi balow! diay kadto maka hi-low low low low low low low... grabi among shot-shot, ug grabe among hab-hab......

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0 comments by RumasLaut21 on Apr 28th, 2010

hmm..
for the past few days...no weeks...no! months!
i have been working hard on my mod...
(read: my eyes are turning red)
so i will have some Reah-laxx time...
keeh!
konnichiha!

oib:
i am 1/4 chinese but i cannot understand a word of chinese,
i am also 1/4? spanish but again. understands only a little
(good thing i got a handbook for these 2 languages)
fluent bisaya and english speaker. lives in the phillipines
currently inactive perfectworld gamer, and part-active zhu xian gamer,
addicted to these two games, as well as modding cnc zh and modeling (tanks)
loves tea, coffee and anime, especially bleach and pokemon and AMG/OMG and Princess Ressurection, a big fan of SWR
currently learning modeling because i want to be a pro. LOL!
working on a secret project,
i am perfectionist and very hot-blooded (DON'T MESS WITH MEAAAHH!!!)
dne (dna?)

*
There is a time,
When we should hear a certain call,
`cause the world, it seems it`s written in these lines,
`cause there`s a chance for takin`,
in leading our own lives,
it seems we need nothing at all,
I used to feel,
That I should give away my heart,
And it shows that we are needed in there,
Then I read the headlines,
And it said that got in there,
And it showed that we are - - - in there,

We are the world,
We are the children,
We are the one to make a brighter day,
So let`s start givin`,
There`s a chance we`re takin`,
We`re takin all our lives,
It`s true we`re make it a brighter day just you and me.

Uuuuuh yeah!

Given your heart
And you will see that someone cares
`Cause you know that they can`t feed them all,
Then I read the papers
And it said that you and I
And it shows the - - - when we work hard,

We are the world,
We are the children,
We are the one to make a brighter day,
So let`s start givin`,
There`s a chance we`re takin`,
We`re takin all our lifes,
It`s true we`re make it a brighter day just you and me.

Now there`s a time when we must love at all,
Uuuuuuuh
And it seem the life, - - - make love at all,
But - - - - -
And I love you more and more,
It seem you and I will make a new day,

We are the world,
Ooooh!
We are the children,
Are the children!
We are the ones to make a brighter day,
So let`s start givin`,
Let`s start givin`!
There`s a chance we`re takin`,
We`re takin all our lives,
It`s true we`re make it a brighter day just you and me.

We are the world,
Are the world!
We are the children,
Are the children!
We are the one to make a brighter day,
So let`s start givin`,
So let`s start givin`!
There`s a chance we`re takin`,
Takin`!
We`re takin all our lives,
It`s true we`re make it a brighter day just you and me.

We are the world,
Shalom!
We are the children,
Shalingen!
We are the one to make a brighter day,

Shalom!
So let`s start givin`,
`Cause that`s what we`re bein!
There`s a chance we`re takin`,
OOOOOOOOOOOO?
We`re takin all our lives,
OOOOOOOOOOOO?
It`s true we`re make it a brighter day just you and me,
Com`on girl! Yeah!

We are the world,
Shalom!
We are the children,
Shalingen!
We are the one to make a brighter day,

Shalom!
So let`s start givin`,
`Cause that`s what we`re bein!
There`s a chance we`re takin`,
OOOOOOOOOOOO?
We`re takin all our lives,
OOOOOOOOOOOO?
It`s true we`re make it a brighter day just you and me,
Oooooooh Yeah!

We are the world,
Shalom!
We are the children,
Shalingen!
We are the one to make a brighter day,
Shalom!
So let`s start givin`,
`Cause that`s what we`re bein!
There`s a chance we`re takin`,
OOOOOOOOOOOO?
We`re takin all our lives,
OOOOOOOOOOOO?
It`s true we`re make it a brighter day just you and me.
.....

(waah! this song makes my cry, and i love it)

hmm.. if this works... then Listen to it! you will love it!
if not then.... (cry)

hmmm.....
edit: after a small test, it works! yay! yay! yay!
edit edit: keeh! made it too large! fixed size

favorites: (top4)
food: ice cream, dinuguuan (Pork Blood S†ew), beef steak,landang (i also loove fried garlic)
games: cnc generals,zero hour,zhu xian,perfect world
mods:rotr,genx,shw,err...my mod?
Music: We are the world,Heal the world,Dangerous,Unbreakable
Singers: Michael Jackson,Jermaine Jackson,The Doors,SCANDAL
Places: err.... the bed, tight confined places (not all!),the balcony, the garden
sounds(that i make): a certain "phoenix scream" and the faint sound of me running (i am a very fast,stealthy runner, but i am not built for strength, more like speed and agility)

other things: biting! (i love biting those that fight with me, i even once bit so hard that the area bitten turned red... close to bleeding...and guess where i bit? the neck!) dancing (not so good at this i think, but i love doing it,...)
err...er.... modding!, running in stealth "mode" (running so quietly only a dog can hear...)
Hates:
Deep Water (above my neck level) does not hate the deep water of swimming pools tho, but the sea or river i hate.... it it goes above neck level and it is not a swimming pool i get *scared

err.... raw garlic, hate it. i once handled raw garlic then, my nose itched, i touched my nose and... the pain! errgh to hell with raw garlic! cook em! fry em! that is what i want!

direct exposure to sunlight? well. i hate it, i am just not used to the heat, especially this summer, because i usually stay indoors....

unfaithful people/liars ok! i hate people like this! i hate scammers, etc, etc, i hate hate hate em!

michael jackson hater hater, ok! i am a hater of michael jackson haters
that means, i belive michael was innocent! innocente si michael jackson!

anything with a probability to impale me. ranging from sharp, long,pointed rocks to fence stakes, to iron beams, to stingrays!!

other things about me:
i have a soft voice and am very kind and joking and very forgiving but,
if you get me mad, don't expect the "soft voice" got it?
and...something else...
sometimes my voice sounds like that of a female.....
and that once surprised my sister's helper
but i cannot control it so it only comes from time to time
(must have been because i speak in a high pitch, soft tone)
and.... despite drinking LOTS of drinks (juice,water etc,)
i am always thristy, so i just try to ignore it keeh~
also...my older sister plays tricks on my so much, i am always in a fight with her when she is present
anndd.... a good day..... bat watching is the thing to do! (man! the bats are huge, and very noisy too...)
ps. despite what you see above, i am not a vampire and never will (i hope)
i am just a kid who stays indoors, so i kinda am not used to staying outdoors, and don't call me weirdo! yuah!

also, not as well know as michael
but here is Dynamite by Jermaine Jackson!

my "phobias"
Cynophobia - fear of dogs, very,very,very s†rong

my FB profile id
1734416935
keeh~

now my playlist, i put these here so i can listen while in moddb
however, you can also listen to these if you want!





 








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