I am a writer trying to get into the gaming business. I would like to write as well as give creative direction for a game or mod. I used to play those old Classics MUDs and even admin for one doing building, making mobs and areas for a while. I have been breaking into 3d modelling and animation working with a couple programs over the past couple of months. I did sculpture for several years in highschool working with shapes and geometry so modelling came very easily using a simple program called Anim8or. After of which I took it a step further and applied myself to learning maya more and that is the stage I am currently at. I have also written and published two titles "where the angels lost their way" and 'the gift of sin." I'm going to practice and post up my models or 3d graphics images from time to time please let me know if you would like to download any models or basis models for images.

Report RSS The importance of a blip

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I spend at least 2 hours a day driving to and from work so I get a lot of time to think alone to myself and I have found that lately it hasn't been that healthy for me. I mean I think A LOT and not all of these thoughts are good. Some more positive thoughts would be great so well that's what i'm going to do.

I often think of myself as a blip. In almost all scenarios it is absolutely true. on the cosmic perspective we are all specks and blips with a finite influence on anything. At a global perspective we are still very much like blades of grass in a population of billions. But we cannot go by that perspective because it's so very bleak. The fact is that though we ultimately have no effect on the universe or even the world we wouldn't be here for no reason. Even as blips there is something of the magnificent in us. Influence stretches beyond rational thinking and merits of society in most cases. We exist on a plane of the human perspective that gives us that importance not to the world but to everyday life of those around us. In this perspective everything is within our grasp as it should be. we are no longer blips, we are ultimately connected with the universe. Exceptionally as we are all blips, there are 6 billion blips on this speck of earth, and 6 billion blips make an interesting picture when all together. a 6 billion pixel image of humanity and earth covering all the creation and destruction we cause. We owe it to ourselves to expand our perspective to not just live on our human plane, but to affect the world together or else this speck with all it's blips will be gone in the blink of the cosmic eye and we will not be missed or even known. The universe is a cruel mistress and the distress is that we shall miss it with her sinful kisses and heart shaped wishes. Enough to dismiss it to become pensive throughout which I must mention my attention was split between that which isn’t anymore and that which is.

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