I am a writer trying to get into the gaming business. I would like to write as well as give creative direction for a game or mod. I used to play those old Classics MUDs and even admin for one doing building, making mobs and areas for a while. I have been breaking into 3d modelling and animation working with a couple programs over the past couple of months. I did sculpture for several years in highschool working with shapes and geometry so modelling came very easily using a simple program called Anim8or. After of which I took it a step further and applied myself to learning maya more and that is the stage I am currently at. I have also written and published two titles "where the angels lost their way" and 'the gift of sin." I'm going to practice and post up my models or 3d graphics images from time to time please let me know if you would like to download any models or basis models for images.

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I think i may be getting Lactose Intolerant..,..or something. I keep farting after I eat Pizza. Maybe it's the pizza or the place but DAMN that cheesy goodness fucks me all up. I was driving to work farting it up in my car and I leave to go buy something, come back BAM! fart smell hardcore. I'm sitting in my cubicle and I feel bad for the people who have to walk by cause it's like "Yea we told him to get that....wtf...farts..."
P.S. I'm related to Uncle Ruckus....no relation.

This is what a four looks like! Hahaha I think that's hilarious! I don't know what you're talking about....leg. Hahahaha....grave. What's with all these bloody trees I feel like i'm in Narnia! Food glorious food, hot sausage and mustard! This is some great crack. Oh my gawd look it's got the flowers! It's so sparkly!! Double dolphin hands! I'm sorry Raiden I mean not Raiden. He's not Raiden! Yo yo Kriss Kross make you Jump jump! Everybody's russian! Tits....a fish....A fish with tits.....Titty fish. Wub wub wub wub wub wub wub wub. Yea we cants has any carcobydrates, yea no mores of them carbogygrates. What are carcomymrates? Oh you know like pasketti...Cleanex and napkins. What about a sandwich shaped like a dick? Alright popscockles we can have! NO! you drink the bleach! Yea bleach is healthy, it's mostly water and we're mostly water therefore we are bleach. RELEASE THE KITTIES!!!
P.S. She has dreadlocks!

Since my computer broke and I have almost no way of doing anything game related I have got to stop being such a dipshit and get it popping. I have a modelling program and I may be able to run Unity so I just need some freaking photoshop or something to do my textures and I gotta practice regardless of if i'm making a game or not. Just making a level would be fine and walk around in it. I know Unity enough to do that so I may as well get it cracka lacking. Maybe sometime soon you will see a video of a nice little town or village but uhm....maybe not soon. I spend a lot of time practicing guitar now and well my goddamn fingers hurt in that good way. I really suck but fuck that i'll sit there practicing as long as I get better, if I don't get better well uhm.....still fuck that it's for me anyway i'm not trying to make a band or nothing. I just need to stop sitting around farting with my games.

I hate people that say bad things about you but while their doing this they act out the behavior that they dislike. Fuck this bitch. Recently I began talking with someone that I haven't spoken with in a long time and they said I look down on people and I act like a know it all with no education to back it up. Excuse me miss community college flag bearing bitch. Fuck you and the high horse you rode in on. how can you tell me those things and I reply in kind saying, thanks for your opinion. Garbage ass ho. You haven't known me for like 5 years who the hell are you?! At least I admit that i'm not going to snap judge you cause I don't know you that well anymore. but no, you gotta be a dumb ho. If only you knew the things people said about you behind your back for YEARS while I sit back and not say a goddamn thing. Go choke on a bag of baby dicks you stupid ass bitch. Edit...There is an additional FUCK YOU!!

I'm a fan of crappy music just like everyone else. I've seen Brock's Dub and i really find those things hilarious. Seriously i can't stop watching those freakin vids. The royal wedding and all that good stuff, Toenail HAHAHA Raiden saves us all. I've heard the orginals though...and they're horrible. Every single last one of them is just absolutely terrible. I enjoy laughing at the dubs but you could find me gnawing on a loaded shotgun barrel end first before I start bumpin the real songs in my car. cause we goin like turkey turkey bacon bacon lettuce avocado!! One big room full of sandwiches!! mwuahahaha i'm stupid and I don't care it's fun...oh I got a shot glass with a saying that I love so dearly engraved onto it personally. "Go fuck yourself"

bug a boom pop

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I went out to get a cheeseburger yesterday and took a drive. I ended up in a guitar shop looking at a classical guitar after I had already signed up for a lesson. Seriously...I wanted a cheeseburger and to get the fuck away from my roommates. The sounds are great, the music is beautiful and so impressive I could not resist. I've already even decided what guitar I want to buy and possibly get it re-finished with a custom after market image done. It seems like it will be great and since I have no other even nefarious or otherwise computing activities I am really looking forward to this! I want to play like this guy in the video below. It will take me some years but hey i'm only halfway dead the way I see it....maybe closer the way the country is going but that's another story. Oh not to mention....at about 2:10 the guy turns Turbo mode on and breaks the switch. Ladies get love too. This woman is absolutely amazing. It seems like the turbos wtich was broken off and replaced with a newer better model then broken off again.

Peta = Stupid

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Ok I understand the need for making animals friends not food but goddamnit why are they attacking Mario!! Fuck them seriously. It's a goddamn child like cartoony kids game. PETA states that mario wearing his Tanooki costume is encouraging the death of actual racoon dogs. They even made a game where you play as the animal to kill mario. whoever made the game needs to be killed and skinned as a fucking lesson. Any true gamer or game Dev that's not a fucking sellout would slap PETA in the face for even asking them to do it. Hell I may hack my ds now and make a super mario peta destruction game. I personally have already written to PETA telling them how much I uhm...hate them. Seriously, go to Peta.org and report them for abusing mario and their own organization for useless shit!

In light of my other machine breaking I had to make the best of the situation. I converted my laptop into a hrm desktop replacement of sorts. I now have my modelling program but not photoshop or anything which is fine since i need to practice just modelling again anyway. I have it all neatly connected via HDMI to my tv so I am not stuck with a little monitor and because it's a freaking TV I had to squirm around and find some wires for a wireless keyboard and an extended mouse wire. All in all it seems to be solid so on with the hrm stuff? I should be writing anyway so I suppose I will get to that soon enough.

On a lighter note things seem to have gone wonderfully awry in the last week or so. Things break but new things have come along. Bad things happen but that doesn't retract from the good that has been brought to me as well. I should learn a bit more patience. Not that I don't have any it's just good practice. Chinese aristocrats and even Ben Franklin practiced having strong virtues although they couldn't brag about it due to the last one and arguably the most important, Humility.

Hrm..Net neutrality seems to be going the way of the dodo. As an MSN news poster wrote

Like the intro to the Outer Limits."There is nothing wrong with your television set internet. Do not attempt to adjust the picture. We are controlling transmission. If we wish to make it louder, we will bring up the volume. If we wish to make it softer, we will tune it to a whisper. We will control the horizontal. We will control the vertical. We can roll the image, make it flutter. We can change the focus to a soft blur or sharpen it to crystal clarity. For the next hour rest of your life, sit quietly and we will control all that you see and hear. We repeat: there is nothing wrong with your television set internet. You are about to participate in a great adventure. You are about to experience the awe and mystery which reaches from the inner mind to... The Outer Limits Comcast's vision of the future.. "
Now time for some gorrllaz!!

I'm so goddamn mad at this mofo I don't wanna give a flying fucking mother fuck piece of a son of a bitch shit ass mother fucker.........I guess I have to build a new pc now...I need a happy song. These fucking robots need to take over and fix themselves I don't give a fuck ....you just kicked in yo chest nigga!!

In another space and time we find that everything in the known universe exists within and out. Eastern philosophy and theology (Theolosophy) teaches us that the path to understanding the universe
is inside. The world we see does not exist in the way we perceive it. Western theolosophy teaches us that the universe is everywhere especially on the outside of our bodies in the everyday way we experience the world. Clearly there is a combination of which our world exists the way we perceive as well as its own perception of itself. Our minds can create these abstractions that we study and ponder but do not know what they are. The universe existed before us and exists within us. If our consciousness is what creates the world we see around us and our universe existed before us then what other consciousness exists out there that perceives the world that we are baffled by light years away?

“We are a way for the cosmos to
know itself.” --
Dr. Carl Sagan.

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