Sakura Matou

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7 comments by Sakura Matou on Sep 5th, 2013

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link 1 | link 2 | link 3A kind soul I tried to be, I was born into a cruel world of malice that I wanted to hate and destroy..


A Cruel world that I have despised for so many years.
A cruel world that showed me that nothing has changed.. but then this cruel world gave me a Loving Sister.

It gave me hope it made me think..It made me feel love..It made me feel Compasion.

Then they gave me away..Gave me away to a worse Devil then myself.

Made my body feel those things that I never wanted..I could have stopped it..but I didn't.

Why?

Because I had hope. Hope she would rescue me some day. For the first time I just had hope,

The old man and foolish priest thought I was pure..

They thought my hope was pure. I could have killed them..I could have Expelled those things..I didn't because I had Hope for her..I wanted to see if people were worth saving and enduring suffering for.

I came close..very close..to ending everything..I gave up..she would never come.

Then he came to me. He was Kind..I had to endure.

I had to endure it once more..for him. He would hate me if I showed him who I really was yes?

I pretended for sometime more..pretended to be pure..My jaws clenched around the world tighter as I had to deal with that foul thing I had called a brother..but I endured..he protected me..he..fell in love with me?

Why do I feel this way..am I in love too? Why do I care? I never cared..Why do I feel warm..I never felt like this..Am I weak?

I had to protect him..I had to make sure somehow the best and greatest would protect them..it was Fate they met that night I am sure..I Know this...don't ask how I do..I just know ok?

It was nice..Then she came back..wanted to be in life again after all these years..How dare she!
What was her motive? Ahahaha...it was to take my Sempai.. That has to be it..I know!! I know what I will do!!

I told Sempai some things..I even told him I would Harm myself..I even acted as if I was ill but was I really? He came to me every night, he took care of me..yes I like this..I'll give myself to him. But this time out of this thing called love..Not like the other times..where it was an act..

I decided I wanted to eat again..I felt his warmth..I wanted to eat more..I started to go out and eat.. I liked it..I missed it. Stupid bugs..Get chewed between my teeth once more. But he couldn't find out..no no no I won't allow it.

The devil found out what I was doing..He dared harm my poor Sempai..No one but me is allowed to do that..I had enough..I had to end this..I had to reveal, but I played the priest's game. He was still

Usefull..he could bring me more mud.

I could have ended everything..but I still wanted my Knight and Princess to come save me.. I knew my knight would come..it's why I left that preist..I wanted to have a test perhaps?

But my Princess did come..but she threatened me..How dare she?

I was tricked..so very Tricked..by her..everything she said was..was a lie..she had no power over me..I was foolish ..I was thinking about Sempai..and her..and despite my threats..I never wanted to harm her that bad...just have some fun..and keep her by my side forever..

She hugged me..I so wanted to feel this feeling..is this why I endured? To Feel this kindness?

He came..He passed my trial..My knight arrived..but he wouldn't live long..I had to sustain him..perhaps I won't be selfish..I will help him..so I did..He showed me kindness..I shall do the same..That is love right? Your supoosed to do this when you love.

The peace and happiness went on..for so very long..I could walk among them..I even enjoyed it..

Then the event happened..One that showed me the true nature of this world once more..

It needed order..I shall give it such..

People want a Devil..they want monsters..I shall give them that too, it's what they desire..

I won't allow anyone to take my happiness again..

So I decree..Will they remember who I am? Will the Bugs remember me from ages past?

Cultivate the Mud Servants! We will grant them thier wish! I decree!I will bask in the very Kindness of those who showed it to me before..

And will grant the people of world the Very Kindness it has shown to me in the past..

Wait no that isn't right..

I will grant the people of the world the very kindness they show to each other...

Fufufufufu...

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Col_Jason
Col_Jason Jul 30 2014, 6:01am says:

Well screw this, you say I'm trying hard to be cool or relevant wtf really? I still don't know whats the stuff I posted on other pages, everyone keep telling my to shut me up and you wont answer my question.

**** it i was trying to explain my actions at first but then everyone started trying to shut me up

I will shut up just stop saying I'm trying to be cool, because that's so wrong.

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Col_Jason
Col_Jason Jul 29 2014, 8:17am says:

Whats the stuff I said on other pages?

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Sakura Matou
Sakura Matou Jul 29 2014, 9:01am replied:

Can you just let it rest?

I thought you were done here.

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Col_Jason
Col_Jason Jul 29 2014, 10:32am replied:

Yeah i said I'm done but really, I have no idea what stuff I said on other pages.

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CrazyOldTeenager
CrazyOldTeenager Jul 29 2014, 11:39pm replied:

My good man, it is clear you are in need of some education regarding the expected social behavior of humans. Perhaps some wisdom from China should rectify the situation.

You see, here in China we have mastered the ancient art of "shutting up". In this large country with so many people, we have come to realize that people don't really give a lopsided damn about you have to say, because there are roughly 1,365,830,000 other people who could tell you the exact same thing if they wanted to. Yet strangely enough, they don't. Why? It's because they have the brains to known when to shut the bloody hell up. I understand that being a Westerner, you are most likely a novice in or entirely unfamiliar with the aforesaid art. But worry not, my friend. Practice makes perfect.

Now, excuse me while I retire to my nerd cave. I have some more shutting up to do.

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Sakura Matou
Sakura Matou Jul 29 2014, 10:49am replied:

Then let be done.

Im not going to spell out what I mean because 'm sure you know.

But I'll give you a hint.

Maybe learn how to talk to people?

It seems like your trying to hard to be cool or relevent by reading your posts,,just be yourself.

That's all.

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Col_Jason
Col_Jason Jul 30 2014, 3:24am replied:

You still haven't answered my question. :P

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CrazyOldTeenager
CrazyOldTeenager Jul 29 2014, 3:18am says:

My reaction when I see all the nonsense from the past 3 pages: Fc07.deviantart.net

Hell yes, I have an idea. Whenever I come across a comment that does little but strengthen my disdain for humanity, I can use this image as my reply. Splendid indeed.

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Sakura Matou
Sakura Matou Jul 29 2014, 4:06am replied:

Welcome to my Page! :P

Also can I steal that pik?

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Sakura Matou
Sakura Matou Jul 28 2014, 11:28am says:

Beelzebufo :3

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