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Posted this at Tumblr, DieHard Wolfers, and Facebook already, but for those that don't know: Yeah, I'm done with everything. Yes, I already announced throwing in the towel on modding due to too much stupidity and annoyance but I'm also talking about my Patreon, videos, even my artwork. Why? Simple: No one supporting me on Patreon. Reality is making my life and my schedules ragged and I refuse to continue making free entertainment as I get nothing outta it short of loss of sleep, annoyance, and anger.

So yeah, no new mods, art, videos, anything. I'm done.

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GiovanniRosa88
GiovanniRosa88

I already left you a message, but I feel the need to post here too, in case you don't read it for some reason:

Some people just don't understand how frickin' time-consuming and sometimes frustrating modding can get. Especially when you have a certain thing called GODDAMN REAL LIFE taking away most of your time.
I just want to say I loved Krucible. Except for the level 23 problem with the exit (which I mentioned in my other message) I found nothing game-breaking, and the bugs have SO many workarounds even without fixing.
People are getting this FOR FREE and it would be nice if they showed a little RESPECT for your hard work. Sorry that today everyone feels entitled to everything they decide to be entitled to.
I just wrote this to express solidarity. As soon as I can get level 23 up and running again and I finish off the Government of Order I will post my 9 review on the Krucible page

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DeXiaZ
DeXiaZ

You're the art creator. Don't let failures get you down. You have an ability to create something beautiful. Maybe Wolfenstein 3D mods is your previous step in life. So, don't give up, but try something new. Maybe to mod a different game or maybe totally new edge of art creating (paintings, music, etc), who knows.

Sorry for bad eng. Good luck!

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madwolf555 Creator
madwolf555

I've drawn and painted for years, Wolf3D's not the only thing I have in life...
Soldat555.deviantart.com
I've also done work with Quake 3, Morrowind, Skyrim...

The thing is I don't see Krucible as a failure, I see it as brilliant (or else I wouldn't have worked on it so long to see it come to fruition). My decision on this comes from the 2 weeks after it's release where after getting off work (paying retail job) I check messages and see "Bugs. Fix it." It was endless, unpaying, and wouldn't let up. What pushed me over the edge though was when I said "no more work and bugfixes" one of the players tried to get ANOTHER coder to fix everything he had in mind. I really found this disrespectful towards me and the coder as it feels like we creators, artists of our own worlds and kings of our creativity, are expected to work without end to satisfy everyone else. Those last 2 weeks creating patches while juggling with my personal life and getting little sleep seriously felt like the longest 2 weeks I've ever done modding, and I've been at it for 13 years...

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DeXiaZ
DeXiaZ

Sad. I found this situation disrespectful too. But don't think about this guy - there are a lot such people who post/doing ******** about our mods.

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madwolf555 Creator
madwolf555

Well... Unfortunately this kinda treatment has been going on for last couple of releases. Brought up an idea I think is intriguing and fair at DHW about utilizing my Patreon account for future public releases...

Will get more into it in a blog...

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DeXiaZ
DeXiaZ

Good luck! If you're gonna to post something in tubmlr, please, give me a link :D

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madwolf555 Creator
madwolf555

There's my Tumblr if you wish to follow it. :)
Madwolf555.tumblr.com

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DeXiaZ
DeXiaZ

Ok! :)

P.S.: If you need help with modding - feel free to ask (music, picture editing mostly). I'll try my best.

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Paolo_pm
Paolo_pm

helllo and thank you

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