I'm a nerd. 'Nuff said.
Or rather, ONE of my lightsabers. This one is a silver mid-length lightsaber that I will use on occasion. However, I am partial to using two hand-made short-sabers, essentially daggers, taking the shape of a unique melee weapon called a Sai. The two daggers have a large cortosis crossguard for catching melee weapons. If you want an idea of how they look, google "Sai" and imagine a yellow blade.