... weapon!
As you may have noticed, I uploaded some traditional pieces to my gallery. Oh and yes, some of them are truely art, as they have a meaning and aren't just there to get you mindblown by awesomeness.
I will do some more traditional pieces, it's a lot easier at the moment to do some of those, workflow is quite smooth and quiet. That's interesting, because I listened to some dubstep songs while drawing and they don't seem to be smooth and quiet to most people, but to me they are.
I liked how time went by when I was drawing, but that's also something I don't like. Sometimes time goes by way too fast, because all I was doing was drawing and you somehow miss everything that goes around you then, therefor you lose the feeling for time.
Also, I noticed that I am contradictory in a lot of blogs, this one is one of them again. Always when I'm trying to describe how I feel I'm sure what to say, but after I've said it or wrote it down, I doubt what I said or wrote. It all ends up in confusion, that's really annoying, because at the beginning I'm sure about what I'm feeling, but right after I opened my mouth or pressed the first key, everything starts to spin in some way and I don't know what to think.
That's also something I've expressed in the piece with all those quotes I implimented. I did that one while I was listening to music and experiencing that I don't know what to think about my concept art and how to go on. I just added black to the canvas until it was almost covered up and then I added white until it was almost covered up, did that quite a long time.
As I have so many different things in my head I'd like to write about now, but they're all kinda mixed up, I just stop here and try to prevent that you guys get totally lost, aswell.
stay tuned~
It is often that we doubt ourselves and our work. This is why we should often present it to others ^^
And time also flys by when concentrated. I once spent 8 hours writing just some barebones i had come up with overnight xD
Yeah and if you do this a lot of times in a row it feels like you haven't done anything in the last 2 weeks and don't know where your time went. That's something I don't want to happen, it feels really bad to have this time-loss feeling.