A long time designer, manager and lore developer. Don't have interest in guys, sorry, my boyfriend slot is taken. No interest in trading pokemons... But I am interested in free compliments. And cybernetic applications.

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"As easy as teaching color recognition to a blind person."

-Krystal



Ever since 2014, even prior to a year of sitting out due to cancer, I've struggled breaking a square.

Essentially that square is a block, a block of unimaginative and motivationless void developed inside my mind which seeks to crush, and has, all of my motivation and imagination for designing levels and addons.

Back prior to 2014 I used to work with ambition on mods for people who had bigger ideas than abilities, such projects were "Tale of Two Cities" the failed 12-chapter egomaniac concept of an A++ game quality mod. And another of these mods was "Sortal", a game about colored cubes used in Portal which could easily be given the "We stole most ideas from Blue Portals and then we scrapped the idea of using Portal" tag.

Yet out of all the biggest failures I've partaken in, I consider the largest one to be myself.

I have started with Source as a tool to get me out of my daily issues, creating pointless maps and senseless situations to bring me joy. Yet now the void of the engine is changed from an empty canvas to the void of will to create any further maps.

I've already been to the ideas of changing games, going outside, gathering inspiration and after one year of cancer I also consider that as "Taking a break". Yet NONE have so far had any effect on the state of development function...

All in all I wish that nobody experiences a block that is impossible to escape.

Because one thing worse than being unable to imagine is being unable to create.

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Level Design Group

Level Design Group

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Are you a Level Designer? Are you looking for help/support or other level designers? Then this is the group for you! Doesn't matter what you map for...

Source Developers

Source Developers

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For people and teams developing mods and games with Valve's Source engine.

Single Player Modders

Single Player Modders

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Welcome to the "Single Player Modders Group". This group is for developers or anyone who wants to add their single player content to the group. If it...

Dev Artists

Dev Artists

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Here we can all share our work on dev architecture made using textures where if its on a model, character, map or for a mod!

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Kasumi Krystal Creator
Kasumi Krystal

Boy, look at those comments.
Full of spiders, and some compliments to my past Xeria avatar...

Yep, people here are nice, should buy them iced coffee.

Which is like loving them because coffee, but no-**** because iced.

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Misdraevus
Misdraevus

Yay, quarians! :D

I also think your mapping is amazing XD

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attackmike
attackmike

Good luck out there=]

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Ninja_Nub[NOR]
Ninja_Nub[NOR]

dat avatar

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Miky200
Miky200

Best friend from czech republic.

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iQew
iQew

Nice work in your gallery and thanks for watching Mindworld, we appreciate your interest :)

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Simmons
Simmons

is it just me or was a tale of two cities a famous book.

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skrongstyle
skrongstyle

Thankz yew. x3

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Capt.Blei
Capt.Blei

yours avatar realy cute too ^^

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Mr.Walrus
Mr.Walrus

The tale of two cities looks cool :)

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