Am I sick? blog - fdslk

Today I didn't do anything... for the first time in my life I did actually nothing.

I've spended this day just watching TV and sharing some charity time with my family. Funny thing is that I had some work that wanted finished for today (so I'll do it after taking a nap since it's 2:27 of the morning in here)

The funny thing about all this... is that I have a great day doing this, I needed the break, but a part of me, tolds me: "Why aren't you working?" For some reason I became dependable of working and destroying myself using my whole time for "something" and now, that I did nothing... it just feel somehow wrong and uncomfortable, wierd isn't it?

I think that I need a girlfriend, no shit... I think I really need one so I can at least put some time in something else (besides I'm getting tired of just getting laid with some friend of mine or go to a disco and hook up with someone else) for my bad luck: I know girlfriends costs usually money, and right now I'm not in a regular job (I'm freelancing again) and money it's not a good idea to spend it at someone else besides me, anyhow I can be a good lover if you're interested.

P.S.: About the disco thingie... I work as a VJ in one, so the drinks and much everything else it's on the house.