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0 comments by fdslk on Nov 15th, 2009 digg this super bookmark

Yup! University finals have arrived... so I'll be a little off the site and modding, but that doesn't mean that I will be a tripping balls that won't keep up with what I need to do and cover.

So, I ask you all to be patient for now, since I don't want bad grades (at least TOO BAD grades) I'll keep in touch, but even less than before since I was already busy with my real life money making issues.

P.S.: Breath will continue it's development no matter what!

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1 comment by fdslk on Oct 25th, 2009 digg this super bookmark

Today I didn't do anything... for the first time in my life I did actually nothing.

I've spended this day just watching TV and sharing some charity time with my family. Funny thing is that I had some work that wanted finished for today (so I'll do it after taking a nap since it's 2:27 of the morning in here)

The funny thing about all this... is that I have a great day doing this, I needed the break, but a part of me, tolds me: "Why aren't you working?" For some reason I became dependable of working and destroying myself using my whole time for "something" and now, that I did nothing... it just feel somehow wrong and uncomfortable, wierd isn't it?

I think that I need a girlfriend, no shit... I think I really need one so I can at least put some time in something else (besides I'm getting tired of just getting laid with some friend of mine or go to a disco and hook up with someone else) for my bad luck: I know girlfriends costs usually money, and right now I'm not in a regular job (I'm freelancing again) and money it's not a good idea to spend it at someone else besides me, anyhow I can be a good lover if you're interested.

P.S.: About the disco thingie... I work as a VJ in one, so the drinks and much everything else it's on the house.

0 comments by fdslk on Oct 15th, 2009 digg this super bookmark

Hello, this blog it's just an update to my day-by-day situation, and that means the next thing:

I'm f*cking uninspired and unconfortable with I'm writing i/o modeling. Even when I draw I'm not happy with the results. I cleaned today the gallery because of these three reasons:

1. I didn't like some pics I made.
2. The first day I log on I uploaded every single pic of an old folder I have, that included pics of practices and ref images and render tests among a LOTS of crap.
3. I want to just use this space for everything related to Breath.

So thats it people, I'll be a little off for a while and don't expect me to upload (like I upload every single second and pic I do) so often.

Enjoy your day!

0 comments by fdslk on Aug 12th, 2009 digg this super bookmark

Beauty in art is the making one of opposites, such as order and freedom, logic and passion, strength and grace. Everyone's deepest desire is to like the world on an honest or accurate basis. The desire to have contempt—that is, to lessen the meaning of things in order to see one's self as superior—causes unhappiness and even insanity.

Aesthetics can take the form of art or not, in order to embody its function as anti-art. This point is disputed. Some of the forms of anti-art which are art strive to reveal the conventional limits of art by expanding its properties.

Maybe it's expansion... or perhaps just an anarchist pretext for not applying to much effort in most things :P

0 comments by fdslk on Mar 29th, 2009 digg this super bookmark

Can you ask a baby not to cry?
can you ask a bird not to fly?
can you ask a flower not to bloom?
life without art is  death after doom
life without movement still and content
worthless meaningless time is spent
idle just slumber just plain and bland
no strokes no pens or pencil in hand
no music no prose  no blisters on toes
no broken hearted dancers no shows
only true artists understand and know
how life would be so grey and dark
life without love is life without art
rehearsals and go sees and cattle calls
no models no musicians at all
no mp3s or mov's nor any html
no lyrics lost no cds to sell
no beats no bangs no blues no rock
no jazz no reggatone no not
museum walls crying for frames
artifacts unknown fossil names
markers paint oil and lead
art cannot live if it is dead
Art is a baby waiting to be
nurtured and loved eternally
Art is a Rose in full bloom
Life without art is Death after Doom

0 comments by fdslk on Mar 27th, 2009 digg this super bookmark

Kann man Herzen brechen
können Herzen sprechen
kann man Herzen quälen
kann man Herzen stehlen

Sie wollen mein Herz am rechten Fleck
doch seh ich dann nach unten weg
da schlägt es links

Können Herzen singen
kann ein Herz zerspringen
können Herzen rein sein
kann ein Herz aus Stein sein

Sie wollen mein Herz am rechten Fleck
doch seh ich dann nach unten weg
da schlägt es links
links zwo drei vier

Kann man Herzen fragen
ein Kind darunter tragen
kann man es verschenken
mit dem Herzen denken

Sie wollen mein Herz am rechten Fleck
doch seh ich dann nach unten weg
da schlägt es in der linken Brust
der Neider hat es schlecht gewusst

Links zwo drei vier!

Rammstein For the WIN! (good song for working out an idea)